yeah baby. my new calculator is beautiful. at first i did not like ti cos cannot put in decimal. but den i fixed it n now it is perfect!!!! it is totally white n looks damned high-tech man. next step is to deisgn my beautiful name on it so dat some idiot wun go n steal it AGAIN, like my old one. besides, my old one was so ugly n old n the cover already broke n dunno disappear to where liao. hope my old calculator run out of batt or break down when the person who stole it is in a maths exam. better if it is a major one!!! wahahahaha. i m evil.







hohum. sianz. errrr err. wat else sia. oh yeah.




today got band, as i had said. so sian lor!! stupid ong make the horn section wait n wait n wait n make us the last section. yes, every single person is biased against the french horn section. happy now? yes, i noe the french horn is not important in the band, like the euphonium. dey r juz dere for back-up only. the euphonium parts can easily be taken over by the trombone n the horn parts can easily be taken over by the alto sax. yes, horn solos r 'boring', as stated by quek. den y dun dey juz cut the horn out n assign the horn players to other instruments?!?!??! wat the hell. make everyone less miserable. i, for one, would like to go to the percussion section. my choice of instrument was actually percussion, u noe. but den mr wong put me in horn. BLEAH.





enough of dat. denw ent to j8 wif lim ah yann the sia sway girl to watch elektra. quite nice lor. jennifer garner is damned muscular lor. but too muscular liao. see her in eveining gowns like for premieres or award shows den she wear the spaghetti strap/strapless dress den her muscles like bulging out like dat. not nice one. looks like fats instead. we reached j8 at 2.25. den watched the 2.55 show. saw jocelyn!! she is working dere.


instead of walking around, we decided to sit at the cinema dere to pass the time. ah yann now has a new hp. samsung one. quite nice oso.... can video tape one, but very blur. i was watching out for...er.... big girls. to see my standard u see. n luckily *phew* all the ones r sa, according to ah yann, is bigger than me. the bad news is, out of abt 6 or 7 i saw, THREE had steads ok!!! so totally unfair lor. hmpf.







i m not saying dat no guys will like big girls or dat big girls will nvr ever ever have a stead in their entire life or get married unless the other party is forced. i m saying dat, bcos of the superficial society, it's an understatement of the century wat. haiz.


one day my prince will come......

lalala. another day of blogging!!!




dat idiotic zi liang!!!! go n send virus to me!!!! bloody hell lah he. hai de wo send to other ppl n get cursed man.





ARGH. tomorrow got BAND. at EIGHT. in the MORNING. geez. isn't it supposed to be a 5 day week?!?!?!?! wat the hell. stupid ong make us memorize the entire singapore rhapsody some more lor!!! i can remember majority of it, but frm bar 65--76, my mind is a blank. no matyter how many times i stare at it n practice my fingering, i still cannot gettit. so much for photographic memory. hmpf! my homecopy of the song is juz sitting in front of me now, folded into half, while i m blogging.




haiz. today got wat huh. oh yeah. dat james lee n don ngiam r damned irritating!!! during chinese. dey r sitting behind me mah. den the dey keep saying my small tooth very cute. HARHAR. n dat don keep saying, "y dun wanna pull it out? i help u pull out lah, so extra..." n after chinese, the james asked, "y u got dat small tooth dere ah? so cute one."




dat is my special tooth. wahaha. it gives me special powers!!! n inside, it is filled wif the rabies virus, so whoever i bite shall get infected!! i do not have rabies cos the virus is only in dat tooth n will not come out n infect my body. bwahahahahaha. i m mad.





okok. got nothing to say liao lah. oh yeah got one more ting. i tink u-noe-who is angry at me leh. u NOE. although i do not like him anymore, i would still like us to be frens, u noe? doesn't hurt to noe more ppl. n dun ask me y i tink he's angry wif me. i juz noe ok. girls have intuition. i wish we could go back to 31st August, where we were in the library sitting at a table like frens do.

pssst.... tell u someting ah........







I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!












seriously. wah lau!! today got TWO periods of geog. can bore me to death man. everytime i look at my watch is either only 5 mins pass or NO TIME pass at all lor. SIAN.










I HATE ANSELM PAUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he is biased lor!!!! ALL MEN R BIASED. ok, ALL MALE INSTRUCTORS/TEACHERS R BIASED. it's a fact. first is the quek, now is the paul. y must he bloody hell be my english teacher??!?!?!?!?!?!? i'd have have him last yr n have mdm chua for 2 yrs than have mdm chua last yr n have him for two torturous yrs ok!!!! my favourite subject is now my 3rd hatest subject, thnaks to HIM. stupid bloody biased idiot. he may go n die. whole day tink he so great one. so wat if he's a teacher??!?!?!?!!?! teachers should be like ms mok. like her, she tinks she learns new tings everyday n therefore she does. unlike him, he tinks he noes EVERYTING n therefore nothing new can get into his thick, egoistical head.









watever. went out wif lim ah yann n joline ng. lim shih yann the big mouth girl is now replaced by jaslin chew the big mouth girl. let us congratulate jaslin chew for earning her new title so effortlessly.





as i was saying, went out wif lim n ng. went to serangoon central mac. i ate hot fudge sundae n apple pie. yum. ng ate oreo mcflurry as usual. wif twister fries. lim ate twister fries n drank ice lemon tea.




den went to n & b next door n me n joline bought soya bean milk. felt like shitting after drinking man. so bloated. den hung around dere for abt half an hr. den went home.







okies. nothing else liaos.

ahhh. my ulcer is finally feeling better. i tink i shall be able to play my horn tomorrow. hee hee.



wah lau eh!!!! stupid jaslin chew. she go n mistake the fecilia choo as me lor!!! omgggg. cos hairstyle the same!! YUCK.


luckily, firdaus assured me it was nothing.







anyway. i m still not sure, so juz now i went to cut my hair so dat NO ONE will mistake me for her. but last time even worse. dey (which means connie, jaslin, shih yann) said dat last time i was her size!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok. so it's not dat bad lah. the good ting is, dey added dat i became thinner n she became fatter. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA. connie say by 2% only. go n die lah she. BUT firdaus showed me the difference wif his thumb n index finger. according to him, we r 1/4--1/2 size diff. so dat's good.






as i was saying, i went to cut my hair juz now. i waited for ONE whole hour ok. but nvm. cos the end result is quite nice. i like my fringe. but not sure if the back looks the same leh.. all i noe is my hair is much much MUCH thinner. but kana sai. dat woman so violent sia. she want to put my hair behind my ears den she go n pull my recently pierced ear stud lor!! so damned paiiiiiiiin. not burning pain. not stinging pain. but..like aching pain leh. my whole ear is so hot now. dunno whether red or not. the more i touch the more pain it is. so i wun go n touch it.




today had to stay back for the NYAA tingy. so lame lor. should went wif 3e3. haiz... but now we r wif 3e1, 2a6 n 3t2.


wat else ah? hm..... oh yeah!!! I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!







u wanna noe y?? cos i officially DO NOT like HIM already. i m damned serious now.




cos he is becoming more n more pai kia. the reason y i likeD him was cos he was a guai kia. haiz.. y did he change....




but i m not heartless. when i see him, i still feel a little pull at my heart. I M BEING MUCHY. STOP IT.




okokok. i shall stop here lah.

finally. the ulcer at my lip is beginning to go.... it is now reduced to a little whittish dot. however, the one at the back of my cheek hurts more than anyting. i went to band today but didn't play cos of dat stupid ting. u realize by now dat my recent blogs r always abt my ulcers, but dey r the most major tings in my life rite now. wif dem around, i have no mood for anyting else cos i can't tink of anyting else except for the bloody, excrutiating pain dey r causing.



as i was saying, i went to band today but didn't play cos of dat stupid ulcer at my cheek. so i juz sat dere n advised bernard on his horn playing skills. not dat i m very good at it. but at least i m more experienced. GASP!! I M BEGINNING TO SOUND LIKE THEODORE!!!!!! omgomgomg.






anyway. syf coming soon!!!!!!! wa if the uler dun go around by syf?!?!?!?! den i got no memories of playing in the syf!!!! sob.... ong today actually wanna hold audition for syf one, but dunno y leh. maybe bcos of me?? hahahahaha....




oh yeah. today almost late lor. whole ch singing marikita me n shih yann the big mouth girl still walking into the sch leh. dat lim shih yann lah!! come so late. all bcos of her hair. i actually reach interchange at 7.45 lor!! the earlier bus came at 7.50. n she came at around 7.53. -_-" n u noe y? cos she rebonded her hair n she tot it was so ugly n therefore was too embarrassed to come into the interchange. i have to say this though: her hair looks weird. i mean, not in a bad way or wat, but seriously. shu ling oso rebond her hair n den it oso looks weird lor. haiz.... spoil their hair only. make it so dry some more.



joline ng was oso late, but den it was nothing new. she is late like almost every single day lor. father fetch still come late. aiyoh.






coming home, i saw u-noe-who's fren. he took the same bus as me!!! i was praying dat he would not anyway. luckily i didn't sia sway myself util he was out of sight. not u-noe-who. it's u-noe-who's FREN.






hmmmmmmm...nothing new..... i wanted to say someting but den forgot leh....




oh yeah!!!! went to bishan park yesterday wif the 3 little doggies. dey were so cuuuute!!!! n cracker was flirting wif a big brown dog. pretending to be fierce but actually..... haiz..... I UNDERSTAND, he is juz zi bei bah...




for more info, pls go to www.mikaeleia-dreams.blogspot.com. u may click on dis link or go to the links ciso on the bottom left hand side of ur monitor. click on 'links' n search for maxine. it is the first name right on top. dis is called 'searching fopr links for idiots'.



good. maybe i shall write a book on dis. one page write one word. den really for idiots sia. hahaha.






NO MATTER WAT, I WILL NOT LET MY ULCER(S) AFFECT ME!!!!!!!!

ouuuuuuuuuch. stupid ulcer!!!!!!! i m not referring to the one at my lip, if u must noe. i m happy to report dat the one at my lip is recovering n shall be gone in a matter of a few days.




I M REFERRING TO THE IDIOTIC BLOODY ULCER AT THE BACK OF MY CHEEK DAT HURTS MORE THAN ANY ORDINARY ULCER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



it sux, i tell u. i do not tink i will be in a state of health to go for band tomorrow. it hurts too much. i cannot tok. i cannot smile. i cannot laugh.




pure torture. nothing helps. n my poor lips r suffering frm dehydration no matter how many glasses of water i drink. sob.......... when will the stupid ulcers be gone?????????



now i feel like i have mumps. my left cheek feels so swollen..... sob sob sob....






woe behold me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh yes!!!



i found out when HIS bdae is!!! is on 13.4.1990!!!! he is an aries!!! i m a scorpio!!! bwahahaha....


btw, aries is wat ah? a ram izit? if aries is a ram, den taurus is wat? a cow?? wat's the diff?!?!? oh yeah. one is a sheep hor. stupid me.

actually i blogged a few days ago, but stupid blogger wouldn't publish it!!!! CURSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




i went to see the sch dentist on thurs. she she helped me put ulcer cream on my ulcer. so disgusting lor. so sticky some more. i could FEEL it. n made my bottom lip so dry n cracked some more. anyway helfway it dropped out lah. but now the ulcer it still dere!!!! besides dat, dere is another one at the back of my mouth!!!!!!!!! i do not understand dis. i drink n drink n drink so much of water liao lor!!!! but still dun wanna go away!! n when i dun drink no ulcer come out!!! bloody hell.







hai de wo cannot eat properly. go n die lah. stupid ting.

i decided not to go band today cos i have a bloody ulcer in my upper lip. it is damned pain. n by bloody i mean literally, like REALLY bloody. tomorrow have to see the sch dentist some more. later she poke poke poke den my ulcer bleed ah.



shih yann the big mouth girl, li zhen n joline didn't go for band cos dey had ulcers oso. but their ulcers r not as bad as mine. i can practically feel it wif my lower lip man. ew.




haiz. today got chem surprise test. i got 1 wrong liao lor. beam balance/electronic balance i go n out weight balance. kana sai.




stupid ulcer. i tink wat sundaram said is right. "pierce so many ear holes will make ur brain leak out."



yesterday i went to heartland mall n pierced another one on my right ear cartilage. the one on top. before i pierce it, though, i was already becoming stupider. haizzzz...... but who cares. only for e maths n a maths wat. n last nite got tuition maxine ang oso dunno how to do the qns i dunno. except for one.



ARGH. guess wat? i tink i'm missing him. when i see him, i dun wanna look at him cos i'm scared dat i will like him again. but when i dun see him, i m always looking out for him. WHY????!?!?!?!?









i m so DEAD. DEAD, i tell u.

i tink i m seriously mad. y the hell did i take a maths when i can't even handle e maths??!?!?!?!? can i change my subject combination n take a pure science or take f & n? haiz....



i spent abt TWO hrs on TWO questions last nite. at least the 1st qn was worth it. at least i got the correct answer. the 2nd qn was like shit. halfway doing it, i broke down n cried. i mean, SERIOUSLY. i did. mother came in to gimme my chrysanthemum tea. if she saw my tears, she didn't say anyting, n it's better dat way. i m gonna have constipation. my shit wans to come out but i wanna finish dis post first if not i will forget wat i wanna say next time.



ARGH. the person who invented a maths should be shot, if he/she is not dead already. i hope he/she died a horrible, miserable, lonely death.




bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. disgusting shit. at least accounts is easy. n it is. but i better not say too soon. everytime i say a subject is easy den later surely not easy one.












i'd rather be good in maths & science than in english. nononononoo. i'd rather be good in ALL. wahaha. so greedy rite. hee.



oh yes. i found out which sch the 4th floor guy is in, u noe, the rude one? he's in maris stella. i oso found out dat the guys in peicai r more gentlemanly than those in maris stella. sure, maris stella might be better in studies, but peicai is much much MUCH better in morals. wat good is intelligence if one does not have the basic rules of moral values???



anyway. here's the story. IF u read my one of my previous posts, u will see how rude the maris stella guy is. u can compare it wif the peicai story i m going to tell. it will be a big shock.


i was walking hom frm the interchange rite, den 3 peicai guys were at the lift. 1 went into the lift. i guess the other 2 is not staying here, obviously. den dey saw me. without asking, one of the 2 guys outside pressed the lift button. the guy inside oso pressed the door open button inside.


i mean, can u tell the difference?!?!?!?!?!?! wah lau. the teachers of maris stella should be ashamed.the only ting is, the guy frm peicai who took the same lift wif me kept banging his head on the lift wall. wat's up wif dat???? ok lah, not BANGING. kept knocking his head.




but still. it's commendable.








oh yeah. today i m damned sway lor. early in the morning got english. den stupid paul nvr come. den guess who took over? SUNDARAM. my worst nightmare lor. i tink she cannot be bothered wif me anymore cos she kept walking up n down the aisle at my seat dere n she didn't even scold me. like she dun even noe me lor. dat's good. but i'm still not sure. haiz. i was so damned stiff during dat period, my legs also got cramp sia. i didn't even dare to move lor.




sway day. ARGH. tomorrow got a maths again.

wahahahaha. found out today dat i'm not dying frm cancer anymore. hehehe. i m so damned paranoid.





the doc gave me some medicine, which i'll have to take anyway. i have been drinking lotsa water u noe!! n therefore the bigger lump has grown smaller n the smaller lump has grown bigger. hmmm.... but the point is--errr... forgot wat the point is but nvm. dere's a point somewhere.



stupid claudia ang keep bugging me to get off the com. i pian pian dun wan leh. wat can u do huh???!?!??!??!?!!?






ARGH. stupid blogskins.com. cannot sign in lor!!! wanna preview the blogskin oso cannot!!! go n die lah, claudia ang!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop disturbing me!!! i m trying to blog in peace n SHUTTUP!!!




okies. enough of blogging already. nothing much happened today anyway.

today has been a pretty dramatic day. after sch, of course.



oh yeah. first tok abt during sch hrs. YAY!!!!!!! today no pe!!! bwahaha. cos daniel wee nvr come. hee.


ok. dat's all i have to say for during sch hrs. after sch.




anyway, as i have said in my previous post, today is the sec 1 orientation for cca. i had to play horn solo. anyway, turns out i only played for one class. u wanna noe y?


cos QUEK is BIASED. he may juz fuck off n go to hell.




cos i was supposed to play the japanese animation medley rite. den i play for the 1st class lah. den he say is too boring. wat the hell. it is not boring ok. den he asked us (me n linda) to choose another song. so we chose rockology. does it even SOUND boring??? NO. but den he said it looks boring. HOW THE HELL DOES HE NOE IT IS BORING IF HE NVR EVEN HEARD IT BEFORE IN HIS STUPID ENTIRE LIFE???????????????





i do not noe wat the fuck is his problem ok. den he ask me to play the euphonium part for star wars. den i say it's all so high lor. cos euphonium is lower brass wat, n their high notes is considered low. den he said, "dun care, u go n take the piece frm dem."


in the end, i juz packed up my horn n left. wif lim shih yann. den i went to punch the punching bag in our sch. u see, my sch installed 3 punching bags for the students to fa xie. so hidayat held the punching bag n i pucnhed it, pretending it was quek's face.my ounching skills improved but my knuckles were so damned pain n red.




bloody hell. stupid idiot. n i was shouting, "stupid guy!!! stupid-biased-idiot!!!!!" while punching at the same time. den hidayat tot i was toking abt my stead. wat the hell. lim shih yann the big mouth girl oso said dat i sounded like i was fa xie-ing cos of my stead. wateva.



den my n lim walked around.... i saw u-noe-who. he was in his ncc uniform n his painted his whole face green. i didn't even recognize it was him lor. cos we had to change into our orange shirt den i saw azhari when he was coming out of the boy's toilet den i had a shock cos he oso painted his face green. anyway, we (li zhen, joline, shih yann the big mouth girl n me) were laughing away at dem lah. den another guy came towards us n his face was oso painted green. den i said damned loudly, "who is dis ah?" den it turned out it was HIM!!! *sia sway*




wateva. anyway he looked like a monster.




in the interchange i saw alvin, my ex nighbour. he was wif not 1, but TWO girls!!! he was waving at me but i didn't see lah. den shih yann the big mouth girl said, "ay, dat one ur fren ah?" den i looked up (cos i was eating my mammy mee at dat time) n almost choked n went, "OH MY GOD!!!" *sia sway again* i didn't even say hi or wat lor. so anti-social.

y nowadays i keep seeing ppl i haven't seen in a long time ah? last time is amanda, now is alvin. n at the traffic light, i saw marrise/maurice (sp?). den at the lift, i saw the 4th floor guy. not the one wif the ah lian wife n the baby. the other one. not the indian family oso. the rude family. like father like son man. so damned rude n anti social. i didn't see which sch he was frm though. anyway, when he saw me, he was like so scared. do i really look so scary? n he went to stand at the life door like so scared iw ill go in first like dat. n when the lift door opened he immediately wanted to rush in without even letting the person inside go out first. -_-" he reminds me of the ye manqing jia the vincent ng's character. like so scared of the father. how old liao lor. i tink he is my age lor. cos last yr he was wearing short pants n dis yr he is wearing long pants.



oh yeah. at the interchange shih yann the big mouth girl told me dat li zhen told her n joline dat she rejected 7 guys last yr. like i didn't already noe. makes me tink of the time ong jian guo ask me to be his stead. HAIZ. but of course i didn't accept cos he is only like 2 cm taller den me. my guy must be at least 5 cm taller ok!!



n den he called me his gf without even asking me first lor. siao one lah. cos dat time koh weiting n du huiping always make me one, den he always say in chinese, "dun bully my girlfren lah!!" too bad, i liked his close fren instead, which is u-noe-who. but the key word here is likED. past tense. learn frm sundaram one.


today oso damned sway lor. saw sundaram 3 times. *faint* but she didn't catch me. i tink she can't be bothered abt me liao.


okies. enough liao. so long dis post. I M DYING FRM CANCER. n no one cares.

Tomorrow
By A1

You used to say, that everyday,
We will always be this way
Flying Angels Lifting high.
To reach the sun where i belong
Girl you knew you were the one
Above the clouds i see you cry.

Pre chorus:
You know that when you smile you stop the rain.
And we will be together once again.

Chrous:
Although I'm gone,
Remember me.
Please be strong,
I'll never leave.
Just hold on
To the memories.
While I'm here,
All I'm thinking about is tomorrow.

I've always known,
The love you've shown
Means I'll never be alone.
There'll be times you wonder why.
Seeing you with someone new
Used to make me feel so blue
But now I'm with you all the time.

Pre-chorus
Chrous

Bridge:
From the moment that I looked into your eyes
All of my life I thought I'd be there by your side.
I wish I'd took the time to find the words to say.
You know that when you smile you stop the rain.
And we will be together once again.

Chrous

Cos while I'm here
All I'm thinking about is tomorrow.

i shall not tink abt my neck cancer or watever cancer dat i tink i have n concentrate.











today was another super long, super boring day. today was super long cos sch ended one period later den usual. anyway, we had 2 breaks, as usual. tomorrow sch will end 1 period earlier den usual cos the muslim guys have to go to mosque. for prayers i tink.



anyway. tomorrow is the sec 1 cca orientation lor!!!!!!! dat linda chua yan jun force me to play horn solo to let the sec ones hear. n dat theodore francis lee shao wei say mus memorize!!! go n die lah. i'm supposed to play the japanese animation medley--jo haishi works. but i can't. can't memorize, dat is. for one, i rarely play dat song. n 2) i cannot memorize someting within, like, 45 mins????? n play for 9 classes to hear. the one who has it memorized is linda chua. n she refuses to play. n she is the sectional leader. like, wateva!! i cannot complain to her cos she is not online n if i sms her she will take damned long to reply lor.



ARGHHHHHHHH. worst of all, tomorrow got PE. i hate pe!!! luckily pe is only once a week. of it is thrice i week i tink i will faint. besides i have cancer.





stop it. stop tinking abt ur neck cancer or watever cancer u tink u have.













i cannot tink of anyting else to say. dammit. the 2 lumps r no longer pain. I HAVE CANCER!!!!

ARGH. i m feeling super super damned scik today. my eyes can barely open. i m have the bloody flu again. i wish someone can juz invent a medicine to kill all flu bugs of the world. stupid ting. nose was running during social studies, geog n accounts. AHHHH.







n my medicine has run out. for the lumps in my neck. bloody hell. stupid lumps haven't even go yet lor!!! not even the smaller lump!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idiotic shit. stupid medicine no use one. wait. a. second.













I HAVE CANCER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








dat is the only possible reason, since the stupid lumo juz wun disappear. i'd rather die den go for chemotherapy. n for operation. as if i'm not ugly enough. still wanna make me uglier by taking away my HAIR. n i cannot stand the tot of someone cutting open my body. EWWWWWWWWWW. disgusting. stupid shit. who's fault izit?!?!?!?!?!!?!???!?! obviously the One. n i dun even believe in Him.



bloodyhellbloodyhellbloodyhellbloodyhell.






no wonder i've been feeling so damned tired. must be the cancer cells spreading. I HAVE CANCER. bleah.

juz came back frm tuition. so sianz. zzz. my EX EX EX EX EX dunno how many EX crush was dere. NOT shannon ok. cos i didn't even like shannon. it was... (drumroll, pls)....KENNETH SIM!!!





ok. i dunno whether dat's even his real name or not. i juz noe his surname is sim. dat's all. anyway. it's EX ok!!!! i dun like him anymore, CLAUDIA ANG THE BIG MOUTH GIRL NO. 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



as u all noe, the big mouth girl no.1 is lim shih yann.





ARGH, WUTeva. anyway, back to the topic. hm. he's really thinner now. n not so childish. last tiem during tuition he always must bring at least ONE toy to tuition lor. den when luo lao shi go out of the room he will bring it out. show off.



oh yeah. today sch dismissed early cos dey cut out the 2nd break. *sob* i'd rather have the 2nd break lor. stupid teachers. der were the one who said dey dun wan the 2nd break ok. the 2nd break is beneficial to us, the students!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



but i didn't mind it today cos i had to go for tuition at 4. saw amanda on my way home. amanda frm my pri sch, remember? anyway. i got a shock. she was screaming her head off. omg. but in a nice way. didn't noe she would be sooooo damned excited to see me. like i'm a big celebrity or wat. it's good!!!!! can practice. bwahaha. practice for when i become famous next time, of course. i bet dere will have a lot of screaming fans in my ear, so i'll have to get used to it.





oh yeah. dat jaslin n shih yann the big mouth girl ah!!!!!! come n read my blog nvr tag!!!!! hmpf!!! tink wat, free entertainment ah?!!?!?!?!? hahaha.... juz kidding lah.... BUT MUST TAG HOR!!!!






oh rite. saw u-noe-who today in the canteen. i totally ignored him. bwahahaha. serves him right. thanx to shih yann the big mouth girl, i now have to start all over again to tell him in some way dat i DUN LIKE HIM. good.



lim shih yann the big mouth girl, if u r reading dis, den u should noe not to shriek like a mad idiot when he is around. thank u.

ARGH. spent a whole day eating and eating and taking medicine. oh yeah. abt wat the doc said.




it is not the gregory doctor guy. he was on leave. yesterday was another doctor. look very scary but quite young lor. can be quite shuai if not for his one eye big one eye small tingy. anyway. his said i had limp notes (sp?). *phew* i tot it was cancer u noe!!!


luckily my lumps were pain. he said if not pain den need to worry cos den is cancer. n he said if i take the medicine liao the lumps still haven't away den must go hospital n get dem cut out!!! ewwwwwwwwwwwwww. lumps, lumps, go away, pls dun ever come back again.....





yuck yuck yuck. i cannot imagine myself being cut open!!! it's so damned disgusting ok. not to mention the pain. i m most scared of pain, unless i m not prepared for it. which is y i did not dare to pierce my ears until i was not prepared for it. den i discovered it was not as pain as i tot it would be.



anyway. i tink the bigger lump juz grew smaller. but it is still pain. last nite i woke up a total of 3 times. first time i woke up was to scratch the mosquito bite on my right little toe. den i on the air con cos without the air con stupid bloody mosquitoes will keep feeding on me. the 2nd time i woke up was cos i felt like vomitting. den i lay in my bed cos i was scared dat if i fell asleep, i would wake up suddenly n vomit all over the floor. so i stayed awake n read a book. den i decided i wouldn't vomit den i turned off the light n lay down. but den my stomach kept churning. n i really really really felt like i was gonna vomit. so i grabbed the green plastic dustbin below my table which is next to my bed, n vomitted twice into it.lots of red n orange n yellow tings came out. dunno wat it is. luckily the dustbin was lined wif a plastic bag. den i went to drink a glass of warm water n den told mother dat i vomitted. guess wat she said?? "NEVER MIND." omg. wah lau. dat was at 2 someting. den i woke up again at 6 someting cos my stomach was pain, not churning. den i went to lau sai. so disgusting lor. maybe i'm really sick or someting.






den dis morning i called mother n told her dat i vomitted last nite again. den she said, "really? all over the floor ah?" *faint* den i told her she said never mind when i told her last nite. den she laughed. maybe she got short term memory or someting. by dat time the vomit was still in my dustbin. i noe it's disgusting ok!!!! no sympathy one. hmpf.





i tink maybe it's the medicine or wat. cos the doctor gave me really strong antibiotics. to remove the toxin frm my body. ok. dis post is getting disgusting.

back to blog!!!!! today didn't go to sch cos my neck was so damned pain. later gonna see doctor. got a lump at my neck AGAIN. wait, let me correct myself. dis time is not juz 1 lump, is TWO lumps ok. n my shoulder blade dere oso like got cramp like dat. is the same side oso lor. luckily not my left side ah. if not i cannot hold up my horn, which weighs dunno how much, already.






i m so gonna kill lim shih yann. yesterday i saw HIM. i was going down the stairs to lunch n he was going up the stairs. den stoopid lim shih yann was behind me. den she SHRIEKED, "ARAXEEEES!!!! GOT SEE HIM OR NOT?!?!?!?!!?!?!" right next to his ear lor. i was so damned sia sway ok. i juz said, "SHADDUP." really loudly. later he still tink i like him lor!!!! wah lau. she is so dead.







anyway. li zhen, joline n shih yann the big-mouth girl came to my house yesterday.to drink campbell soup. it is practically a tradition. everytime we go to each other's house, we have to drink campbell soup. shih yann the big mouth girl didn't drink cos she's vegetarian n we dun have any mushroom soup except mushroom wif roasted garlic whihch she said she couldn't drink n dun ask me y she can't cos i do not noe. anyway, she ate the pancake wif red bean. den we played cluedo. shih yann the big mouth girl was the only one who knew how to play, thank god. none of us knew lor. i read the instructions before but it was so chim lor. den we started to play. claudia ang was dere oso, pretending to be guai. she was doing her hw. she where got after sch immediately go do hw one. anyway, dun stray frm the topic.




i was screaming away lor. cos i didn't even solve anyting ok. den when someone solve liao, i quickly say it out before dey can say it. haha. in case u do not noe, i can tok really fast when i wan to. for eg, saying "the guy sitting next to me in the science lab last time." haha.





ok. nothing more liao.



oh yes!!! still got.











i have a brother at long last!!!!!!!!!!!!! no, my mother is not pregnant. my brother is older den me by almost 9 months. his name is james lee!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahahahaahaha.







cos he started calling me sis so i started calling him brother. den like dat lor. n it was his bdae on wed. therefore....













*~hApPy beLaTeD BdAe tO jAmEs lEe zHoN En!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~*












oh yeah. my favourite english song at the moment is who's david by busted!!! obviously by mcfly come in second. n i will survive by gloria gaynor comes in third.

can't be bothered to blog abt stupid tings dat dun matter. instead, i shall resume to the old system n blog abt my day.








anyway. today supposed to have band. n dey LAST MIN den tell us got lor!!! after we make all the plan all dat. so idiotic. u tink we whole day free ah?!?!?!? tink our whole life only sch n band meh????


anyway, i didn't go, on account dat i have an ulcer n i promised mother i would be home early. so idiotic. stupid idiots. stoopid idiots. stooooooooooooooooopid idiots.


oh yeah. i forgot to tok abt my new class. my form teacher is bryan oei. although it is spelled as oei, it is not pronounced as oei. it is pronounced as wee. weird.


he is oso my e maths n a maths teacher. my accounts teacher is ms ong. my english teacher is mr paul (eww). my chinese teacher is mr ang (again). my geog teacher is mrs. john. my social studies teacher is mrs. chatterji. my pe teacher is mr wee. daniel wee.




most of my teachers r not bad. EXCEPT MR WEE. not oei. i've heard tings abt him. for the whole pe lesson he only makes ppl run around the sch. wat the hell?!?!?! den it wouldn't be called pe lesson wat!!! will be called dunno wat liao lor!!! den he earn his pay so easy one. only need to ask ppl to run around the sch, take height n weight, n record time. so good i oso wanna be pe teacher ah!!!! i rather have mdm loh. she is more sensitive. the men dun get it.


bloody hell. go n die lah.

dis post is abt fillial piety.



wat is fillial piety?? dat is the question i ask. let's give a few answers.

1. being fillial (like, DUH)
2. respecting ur parents/grandparents/godparents, and so on.
3. not hurting ur parents/grandparents/godparents in any way, be it physical or emotional.
4. not labelling ur parents/grandparents/godparents.

i m sad to announce dat the aforementioned points have juz been broken by 1 person. for example, calling her mother 'biased'. n den publishing it on the world wide web for all to see. r parents biased? ok, so maybe for some. but definitely NOT the mother dat we r toking abt.

n whose mother r we toking abt? obviously, the answer is, my mother. let's tell the story.

so, i owe dis person $21 AT FIRST. den, i gave her 2 pedicures, each which costs $3 n $2 respectively. dat equals to $21-$5, rite? so it equals to $16.

thereafter, i helped her walk her dog, whom i shall call J. let us recap. ==rewind to 2 yrs ago==

"Mummy, buy dis dog leh!! i promise i will walk it n bathe it n clean its shit n urine!!! buy leh... see so cute leh...."

"Promise u will walk it ah..." The mother replies.

"Yeah, yeah, promise i will walk it everyday..."

The mother buys the dog.

==fast forward to 2 yrs later==

"wah lau, juz help me walk ONCE lah... oso wun die one... i need to do my homework lor!!!"

Let me ask. how long does walking ONE dog take??!!? at the most 10 mins only lor. or let's see a more practical example:

"help me walk my dog leh..i damned tired leh...."

"u better bathe ur dog ah, see full of sores n he's scratching all over... n so smelly oso..." the mother reminds the girl.

"..."

yeah. PROMISE. so, dis person is not very good at keeping their promises. den can she expect the ppl around her to do the same?

back to the story. anyway. den i offered to walk her dog for $5. she did not reply, so therefore, i took it dat silence means consent. so i walked her dog. after all, i have been walking her dog more den she does.

so, $16-$5=$11. den yesterday, she insisted dat i owed her $17. i was like, since when??!?!? i only owed her $11 lor.

when she did not get her way, she went to her blog n accused her mother of being biased bcos the mother did not scold me.

NOTE: the mother did not even have anyting to do wif dis.

i guess it's cos she is calls herself a princess. n so expects to be treated like one.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT IS THE NEW YR!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND SCH IS STARTING IN 1 DAY!!!!!!!

bloody hell.





i cannot stand it. especially when my class is filled wif idiots. idiotic idiots, dat's wat. ie xpect to see a showdown wif dat bitch. no, i shouldn't call her a bitch. if i do means she is of the same league as me!!! but she's not. she's lower. and another 1 hr and 2 mins before i can go n fetch joline ng hui ling and lim shih yann frm the interchange. u should tink dat after coming to my house for like, a million times, dey should noe how to come by noe. but no. i have to pick dem up. oh well. juz as well den. heehee. wonder wat mad tings we will do together. like last time. we were completely mad ok.



both of dem came over to my house to play badminton. den after dey play laio we went to the playground which claudia ang always play. den me n joline quickly scrambled up n tried to block shih yann frm coming up. we pretended to be on a ship n lim shih yann was a shark!! oh yeah!!1 i forgot to include dat in my memories post last night. -_-"



den we took turns lor. heehee. so lame one sia. n we were in our uniform some more. SEC SCH STUDENTS LEH. i cannot imagine it. hahax. if i see other ppl like dat ah, i surely diao one. wahaha.


peipei is lookign so cute today!!!!! i bathe her yesterday n combed her fur n now she is all fluffy n her fur is so soft. n, she is oso wearing the purple frilly dress which claudia bought for her. so CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE!!!!!!!!!!! i cannot stand it. how can someting be so cute?!?!?!? n today her eyes seems bigger, ya noe??



okok. enough liao. i wanna change my blogskin.