ARGH. i m feeling super super damned scik today. my eyes can barely open. i m have the bloody flu again. i wish someone can juz invent a medicine to kill all flu bugs of the world. stupid ting. nose was running during social studies, geog n accounts. AHHHH.







n my medicine has run out. for the lumps in my neck. bloody hell. stupid lumps haven't even go yet lor!!! not even the smaller lump!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idiotic shit. stupid medicine no use one. wait. a. second.













I HAVE CANCER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








dat is the only possible reason, since the stupid lumo juz wun disappear. i'd rather die den go for chemotherapy. n for operation. as if i'm not ugly enough. still wanna make me uglier by taking away my HAIR. n i cannot stand the tot of someone cutting open my body. EWWWWWWWWWW. disgusting. stupid shit. who's fault izit?!?!?!?!?!!?!???!?! obviously the One. n i dun even believe in Him.



bloodyhellbloodyhellbloodyhellbloodyhell.






no wonder i've been feeling so damned tired. must be the cancer cells spreading. I HAVE CANCER. bleah.