ARGH. spent a whole day eating and eating and taking medicine. oh yeah. abt wat the doc said.




it is not the gregory doctor guy. he was on leave. yesterday was another doctor. look very scary but quite young lor. can be quite shuai if not for his one eye big one eye small tingy. anyway. his said i had limp notes (sp?). *phew* i tot it was cancer u noe!!!


luckily my lumps were pain. he said if not pain den need to worry cos den is cancer. n he said if i take the medicine liao the lumps still haven't away den must go hospital n get dem cut out!!! ewwwwwwwwwwwwww. lumps, lumps, go away, pls dun ever come back again.....





yuck yuck yuck. i cannot imagine myself being cut open!!! it's so damned disgusting ok. not to mention the pain. i m most scared of pain, unless i m not prepared for it. which is y i did not dare to pierce my ears until i was not prepared for it. den i discovered it was not as pain as i tot it would be.



anyway. i tink the bigger lump juz grew smaller. but it is still pain. last nite i woke up a total of 3 times. first time i woke up was to scratch the mosquito bite on my right little toe. den i on the air con cos without the air con stupid bloody mosquitoes will keep feeding on me. the 2nd time i woke up was cos i felt like vomitting. den i lay in my bed cos i was scared dat if i fell asleep, i would wake up suddenly n vomit all over the floor. so i stayed awake n read a book. den i decided i wouldn't vomit den i turned off the light n lay down. but den my stomach kept churning. n i really really really felt like i was gonna vomit. so i grabbed the green plastic dustbin below my table which is next to my bed, n vomitted twice into it.lots of red n orange n yellow tings came out. dunno wat it is. luckily the dustbin was lined wif a plastic bag. den i went to drink a glass of warm water n den told mother dat i vomitted. guess wat she said?? "NEVER MIND." omg. wah lau. dat was at 2 someting. den i woke up again at 6 someting cos my stomach was pain, not churning. den i went to lau sai. so disgusting lor. maybe i'm really sick or someting.






den dis morning i called mother n told her dat i vomitted last nite again. den she said, "really? all over the floor ah?" *faint* den i told her she said never mind when i told her last nite. den she laughed. maybe she got short term memory or someting. by dat time the vomit was still in my dustbin. i noe it's disgusting ok!!!! no sympathy one. hmpf.





i tink maybe it's the medicine or wat. cos the doctor gave me really strong antibiotics. to remove the toxin frm my body. ok. dis post is getting disgusting.