i finally got back all the sleep i wasted dis week!!!! wahaha.


came back frm band at around 2++. cos today after band we very guai, nvr go anywhere... tan li zhen nvr come for band. she say she sick. dunno whether true or not. hm.... *suspicious look*


anyway, cam back n watched jacky go go go. felt sleepy n slept frm 4 to 8!!!! could hear my mother shouting at me to wake up but den i dun care n continued sleeping lah. so woke up at 8 lor!!




haizzzzz... bad news.... my stupid face is bursting wif pimples. it is disgusting i tell u. all cos of my itchy hands lah!!! nothing to do go n touch my face n feel for pimples to peel den in the end end up wif even more pimples sia. sound so disgusting u noe. later better wash my face THOROUGHLY wif johnson n johnson's p.h. 5.5. dat's the only facial cleanser i can use. can use oxy oso lor, but not as effective. i sound like some johnson n johnson promoter or wat man. den top off wif nivea toner n den hazeline mosturizer. cleanse, tone n mosturize. scrub is unknown brand. forgot wat's the brand liao. but i noe got the walnut shell inside one. to scrub my face mah. quite good lor... always make my face feel smooth.



omg y m i discussing abt the cleansers i use huh. i sound like some beauty consultant now. one more point den shall stop being so naggy abt facial care. if u have spots, juz cover up wif maybelline concealer!!!! very very good. covers well n drys up the pimples oso.



ok. i tink i have to cut my hair again. it is growing so damned bloody fast ok.n so THICK some more.yuck. soon i shall have hair like the araxes wannabe again. better faster go n cut man. i simply cannot stand dat girl ok.

FINALLY. it is friday. dis has been a busy n tired week. first off, dere is the band overnight stay. den dere is the cross country. haiz. later got tuition some more.




argh. dammit man. n omg. i cannot believe busted already broke up. i mean, didn't dey sing "i took a trip to the year 3000/dis song had gone multi-platinum/everybody bought our 7th album/it had outsold michael jackson"????


for one, how can dey have a 7th album if dey have only released 2 albums n now r breaking up??? plus dey have not even outsold michael jackson, for christ's sake.




i m so bloated wif watermelon. but it's nice. yummy.

haven't been blogging cos dunno wat to blog...





juz cameback frm the band overnight stay in sch. cannot call it camp cos it's not a camp technically. den i had to drag two extremely heavy, 10 KG bags each home. ok lah, not 10 kg.... maybe 8 kg.



omg. tomorrow got a maths test. sure fail one. my a maths like shit lor. shouldn't have taken a maths man. maybe f & n. stuid maths. the idiot who invented algebra should die a horrible death. btw, i dun see wat the hell algebra has to do wif our daily life. as if when calculating money we have to take xy(x + 4c)=y(2x+10c). or someting like dat. at least dat one not so bad lah. worst of all is the idiotic formulas. n the bloody negative integers. wat the hell?!?!?!?! as if money can have negative one ah. n as if we need to use dunno wat remainder theorem n factor theorem. bloody useless, i tell u. thanx to idiotic bloody a maths, my hatred for maths has grown deeper. last time i only hate maths a BIT lor. now is like until dunno where man. the hatred for maths is up to my brain, slowly suffocating me.....



ok enough of dat. OH MY GOD.


noe wat? anselm paul noes my blog address. cos dat day we were doing group work mah. den he came over n said, "araxes, last time i asked you to e mail someting to me rite?" den i was like, "yeah..the compo." den he said,"have you e mailed it yet?" den i said no, obviously. den he continued, "or do i have to go to ur jay chou site n copy and paste it frm dere?"




ohmygodohmygodohmygod.




HOW THE HELL DID HE NOE???????!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? must be frm peipei's blog. cos she link me den he noe her blog add den he saw my name in the links n so clicked on it n came to my blog.



maybe i can change my blog add. but the bitch next door is my--how to say huh-- er.... someting like my 2nd name lah.




so damned tired now. slept at 2.30 or later last nite n woke up at around 7.30 dis morning. we got to skip the first 4 periods!! bwahahahahah....



oh yeah. the singapore conference hall is damned cool ok. i could, for once, hear my horn. but omg made the entire horn section hold the horn bell up n play lor!! siao so heavy. before us was another sch. dunno frm where one. wah lau. i cannot stand the girls in dat sch lor. all look so xia lan. hmpf. show off only. n their stupid band got oboe, bassoon and rocorder some more. bloody hell. but nvm. we can do without dem. xia lan idiots.

wah lau. my left arm is aching like siao lor....... sob..... cos yesterday go band den we march for the stupid syf video shoot. den must carry instrument some more!!!! wat the hell!!! my horn weighs like, oh, i dunno, 5 KG?!?!?!?!??!!?!?!? i tink is more den dat leh. is almost the same as a bag of rice. bleah.



had geog test today. tot would be hard but actually quite easy lor. cos i studied!!! bwahahahaha.... i m so guai u noe?? lalala............



so sian...... haiz. omg. I LOVE JAY!!!!!!!!!! dat stupid idiotic utheyan keep saying jay is gay. so childish. besides, jay is NOT gay ok!!!!!!!!!

argh. watta boring day. woke up around 11.20... first ting i tot of was to go n see if the photo shop was open or not. i m so bloody stupid ok.




so i went, WHEN I JUZ WOKE UP, in my sch uniform, and it was open. so i went in, n took my photo. $7 ok. wah kao. worse of all, THE STUPID PHOTO IS NOT EVEN NICE. i was tinking of taking another one, but forgettit. anyway, the stupid photo has me, looking like i juz woke up (which is true anyway), but worse of all, IT MADE ME LOOK LIKE A PIG. omg. i have to survive it for another 2 yrs. the lesson learnt today is not to take ur photo when u juz woke up. i m a stupid, bloody, do-without-tinking-first ass. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.









i shall forget it. anyway is the tan teow leng see oso not i see. juz hope he not gonna paste up all the photos of all the students in the office, or worse still, on the wall outside the office. y 2 yrs pass so slow...................... I WANNA FASTER GRADUATE CAN OR NOT?!?!?!!?




WHEN will i get my hp... not like i'm asking my parents to pay for me like dat. i m paying for it myself ok!!!!!!!!!!!!! all dey have to do is withdraw the money frm my account n den bring me to go n buy will die ah. wah kao eh.




u realize by now dat dis is a post full of complaints. yes. but now, i shall add someting.




WHEEEEEEEEEEE. claudia ang bought the jay chou concert cd. so i dun need to buy!!!! i can now buy the jay chou concert vcd. bwahahahahahahahah. same price anyway.


the jay chou cincert cd oso got the qi li xiang cd's song the mv. omg. jay chou is so damned WEIRD ok. his mvs r so damned hard to understand lor. i can only understand 4 songs: qi li xiang, jie kou, the song no. 8, dunno wat's the title, and zhi zhan zhi shang.


the rest i practically cannot understand ok. esp the ge qian & yuan you hui. gasp. the no. 8 is damned funny lor. he act until make me laugh n laugh. but i dun like the wo de di pan. although i can understand the gist of the video, i cannot understand wat it has to do wif the song lor. he act so playboy in dat song. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. it has changed A BIT of my opinion of him. therefore i changed my wallpaper of my hp to peipei instead of him. hee hee. however, i shall still gauge my dream guy according to him. juz dun be playboy can liao. only ONE bad quality abt him ok. oh yeah. another bad quality is dat he like ang mohs. WAT THE HELL????? racist or wat?!?!!?



okies. so tired liaos. stupid photo. i now noe dat i m definitely 100% NOT photogenic.

wah lau... i got big crisis lor... bryan oei wans the passport photo on monday!!! n i haven't take yet!!! cos the bloody photo shop is not open!!! AHHH.





forgettit man. it BETTER be open tomorrow. 4 days dun wanna open shop wanna die izit!!




went to hougang mall wig lim n ng. went to cd rama to admire the zhou jie lun cd which will soon be mine. haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.









oh yeah. collected a total of $262 over 2 days. actually can have more one, but i gambled it away...i m turning into a gambler!!! GASP!!!




aiyah. i m too tired to tink of anyting. so i shall stop here. super short post. JAY RAWKS!!!!

omg. jay is damned bloody CUTE ok!!!!!!!!




saw him on mtv asiaid tingy. he sang wo niu & qi li xiang. he has a DIMPLE. he is TALLER DEN ME.




like my dream guy. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. frm now on, i shall guage all guys according to him.









anyway. went for new yr shopping. mother spent over $700 ok!!! omg. for 4 girls. her, me, maxine n claudia. bought a skirt frm op, a skirt frm john little, n 2 blouses frm the m shop. all frm causeway point. claudia ang bought a pink skirt frm op oso. I CAN WEAR!!!!! bwahahahaa. next time shall borrow frm her.




had half day at sch today. so hot lor!!! i was sweating n stinking away. ew. dunno how i stand it man. jaslin chew the big mouth girl was performing the gu zheng. not her only lah!!!! the gu zheng club or dunno wat dey call it lah. n u-noe-who is a non-chinese!!!!!! den how come he has a chinese name?!?!?!! surname oso chinese lor!!! grrrrrr. i noe cos today dey said, "let us put our hands together for some non-chinese pupils to say some chinese new yr greetings." someting like dat. n he came out lor!!!! but he learn chinese lor!!! so his fa ying still quite zhun lah. bhvaani n rumeena oso got say lor.



haiz. connie didn't come to sch. she went thailand i tink. obviously not phuket!! she go thailand dun need to bai nian already ah? haiz.



oh man. love my new yr clothes. tomorrow going to collect money!!!! bwahahahahha. den got more than enough to buy my new hp. n jay's cd. btw, did u notice dat my blog pictures on top of him r so damned nice?? he looks esp cute in the white shirt lor. like so blur n dao.... i cannot stand it. how can any person look so cute AND compose such nice songs??? oh, AND is a very very very super good basketball player lor!!!!!!! watever lah. he is so damned cute ok!!!!!!!!!!!

Drive Myself Crazy
N' Sync

Oh oh~

Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what i had.
Now i toss and turn
Cos I'm without you
How I'm missin' you so bad.

Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now i cry alone in the dark.

Chrous:
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy,
Drive myself crazy
Thinkin' of you.
Made a mistake when i let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do.

I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how much you were to me.
You confessed your love of dying devotion
I confessed my need to be free.

And now I'm left
With all this pain
I've only got myself to blame
No~

Repeat chorus

Bridge:
Why didn't i know it? (how much I loved you baby)
Why didn't I show it? (If I had only told you)
If I had the chance
Oh, if I had the chance
Oh~

Repeat chorus 2x

Drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that i do~~~

hohoho. juz came back frm band... actually not really lah.. band end at 12.. den went to mac wif ah yann. say nicholas n his brother n their 'cousin'. omg. nicholas's brother is damned cute lor!!!! sec 1 in peicai sec. can be my didi man... looks like the whiter version of amin, only he is cuter.



den went into mac wif dem cos dey must wait for their parents. saw yih yu n 3 other guys who were not frm our sch. dey were sitting at our usual place!!!!! bleah. n den mac had a blackout. not really lah, the outside is a while only, but the kitchen no electricity. no air con oso. den had to buy watever was cooked cos no elec to cook any more food. the cashier oso not working lor. den the guy serving us must calculate manually. he was muttering to himself. tink he was cursing it. still remember his name: yan hui. so big on his name tag. n so damned tall oso.






argh watever.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. so tired..... had FOUR TESTS today ok....



early in the morning already got bio test. den got geog test.but luckily is open book test lah, but still very hard lor!!!! den after dat got e maths test. omg. whole morning got test lor. den after recess is mother tongue. luckily no test man. den after dat got accounts test. i say the hardest test of all is the e maths test lor. den geog. den accounts. den bio. bio is damned easy lor. haiz.



anyway. went to band after sch to relieve stress n relax. the band room is open everyday. for ppl who wanna go n practice mah. got syf leh!!!! we r aiming for a gold, but seriously i dun tink we can do it. haizzzzz.




it was fun anyway. hahax. heard my own horn sound for the first time. not bad, not bad... hahaha....bhb... dunno y ah, when i play alone i always play like very nice but den when play wif other horns not nice or when ong testing me dat time den not nice. fate fate.....






den i came home n remembered must do r & r for english on a person frm reader's digest. but den at home no reader's digest!!!!!!!! den i had to go down to 7-11 to buy. but 7-11 no reader's digest!!!!!!!!!!!! i only saw Time. so i bought it. it is damned ex for such a thin, low quality magazine lor!!!! the paper so easy to tear. $7.50 leh!!!!!!!! i can buy TWO copies of teenage/teens/lime ok. waste money only. aiyoh. times r bad u noe.




ok. gotta go n try to log in to friendster n write a testimonial for jia wei. he keeps bugging me to do it.

whee!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love my new blogskin!!!!!!!! i noe i say dis everytime i change my blogskin, but dis time is DIFFERENT. dis time go ZHOU JIE LUN lor!!!! dis is no laughing matter ok.









today felt like eating the cheesy fries frm kfc. so went to hougang mall wif joline & shih yann. in the end didn't eat the cheesy fires. went to mcdonald's next door cos kfc so damned crowded. anyway, i decided to eat the grilled chicken foldover. n it is DELICIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!! *yummy* pls go n eat it, ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u will not regret it!!!!!!!!




except dat the vegetables inside kept dropping out. oh well. nothing is perfect.




omg. dat joline ng is obsessed wif lim shih yann's new hp. everyday, whole day use he phone n record here record dere. mad one lah. n she recorded me walking wif shih yann frm the back. n EW ok.



i look completely slouching n hunch back frm the back lor!!!!! n look like dat araxes wannabe some more!!!!!!!!! therefore frm now on i shall walk straight, no matter how heavy my bag is. but after like one hour of walking straight, my shoulders felt like breaking. stupid bio 10 yrs series lah. so heavy. so thin still so heavy. hmpf.





tomorrow got band. haiz. it is getting more n more boring. oh well. must REN until syf. ok. gtg now. remember to admire my new blogskin!!!!!!!