today had to rush home frm sch cos got tuition. after tuition dear little claudia ang went wif me to the bk shop! but the stupid shop dun even have a bloody photocopying machine. wah lan. i do NOT understand it. how could bk shops not have photocopying machines?!! the sch bk shop worse sia. last yr until now the stupid machine spoil den still haven't fix. wah lan.



so in the end had to walk all the way to serangoon central. claudia ang came too, after much whining frm me (courtesy of shih yann). she bought me the 17 mag! oh, & Cadbury Mochacino chocs as well. now i owe her $4. sobbb~ damn broke already lah.


den on the way back, i was juz looking innocently ahead of me (cos i was walking; obviously ppl look ahead while walking, if not look at the sky meh.) & dis guy, dunno how old, abt 18--20++, walked past my view (no idea wat dis is called). den obviously he tot i was looking at him, den he smiled. not friendly smile, but.. dunno wat kinda smile lah. after dat he walked past a wall, den when the wall wasn't blocking him, he was STILL smiling! wth. & he even threw an empty plastic bag in the air & caught it, still smiling away at me. wah, catch plastic bag, wat a HUGE achievement. i was like, 'huh??' at first, den later, 'wateva!'


i really dun get guys ok. the ones dat u wan to notice u wun give a damn no matter wat u do, & those dat u dun wanna see/dun even NOE, seem to pay close attention, no matter wat u DUN do.


taken frm this mth's & last mth's 17:

Signs That He's Interested In You:

• he makes eye contact--not just a glance, but more like a short, intense stare to get your attention.
• if he's vocal when in a group, he tends to shower more attention on you than anyone else, mainly because he wants to get to know you better.
• if he's the shy sort, he at least tries to open up communication channels in a subtle way by doing more than saying--such as getting you a drink or offering to help even when you may not need it.
• he faces you during communication and uses a lot of gestures showing that he's involved and open.
• he recently asked one of your friends whether you were interested in anyone.
• he usually catches your eye, smiles and say "hello". he also usually takes the opportunity to strike up a friendly conversation.
• he's proactively added you on his list of online friends, and immediately included you in his group e mails when you gave him your e mail address.

i have no idea how true these are, ok. some of them, not so true. like the last one. so wat if he proactively added you on his list? other guys proactively added me oso wat. does dat mean dey like me oso. LAME, pls. oh, yeah, & the 2nd last one. maybe he's juz being friendly.

oh, & the 1st one. maybe he was juz staring your way, or staring at someone behind you, not AT you. how can anyone be sure, anyway??? jeez.

"It's so funny that we set qualifications for the right person to love, while at the back of our minds we know that the person we truly love will always be an exception."