today i have realized the importance of looking on the bright side. and believing dat tomorrow will be a better day.


last nite, & in fact dis morning, i was wondering whether or not to go to sch, bcos my stupid hair fringe is so bloody short.


but den, i decided to go anyway.



i looked so ridiculously nerdy like idiots who get a haircut the day before sch reopens, when everybody noes dat u should get it cut at least 1 week before sch reopens, so u can get used to ur new hairstyle AND give it time to grow so it wouldn't look so freshly cut. but now i am getting used to it. it is kinda choppy-ish. juz have to wait for it to grow lor. who ask me to have stupid idiotically itchy hand nerves.


i seriously tink dis is karma. bcos on tues, BEFORE i cut my hair, i was laughing & suaning xavier's hair. :x sorry lah. i was also rather mean to him, though he was KIND OF trying to be nice. i was a mean person on tues, & now i am very guilty. i do not suppose xavier is gonna talk to me for a looong time. :(


beatrice gave me a pair of earrings today! butterfly earrings, to be exact. my favourite insect! wait. are butterflies insects?? i dunno. anyway. dey are oso purple! thanx!! :D



& bernard was nagging at me when i saw him today. cos i didn't go for band yesterday & left him, nazruddin & uthayan to fend for themselves. which is ridiculous, bcos u'd tink by now they'd have gotten use to blowing their horn, knowing the right pitch, the right rhythm, wif or without me.



oh welllllll. they will juz have to learn! :)