today, i shall compile a list. again.


today's list will be....


I LIKE GUYS...

• wif thin lips
• in a uniform
• who are tall
• who are dark
• wif nice eyes
• who are hard on the outside, soft on the inside (& I DO NOT MEAN DAT IN A PERVERTIC WAY, u pervertic minds out dere)
• does not sprout vulgarities like dey're water. even worse if dey do dat juz to impress.
• preferably wif dimples.
• wif no facial hair. (SHAVE lah, wat's so difficult abt dat)
• wif a nice smile, & smiles only when he means it.
• who take pride in wat dey do.
• who do not smoke.
• dat dun give up easily, no matter wat dey do.

can't tink of anymore at the moment. 13 pts! not bad.

li zhen asked me whether wanna go work tomorrow, giving out flyers. i once laughed at bernard for taking dis job, but now i can see y he took it. S$8 PER HOUR OK!!

i can earn 300++ bucks in 4 days.

BUT, as usual, dere is band on thurs & fri. i noe dec practices are more important, cos it's nearer to the performance wat.

now have to choose between responsibilities & cold, hard cash.

*sigh*

i noe u ppl out dere noe dat i'll choose band rite.

oh, yeah, i had dis WEIRD dream last nite. dreamt dat the whole band went to sentosa (dat's not a dream, anyway, it's real), then at the end of the trip, tan siew eng said, "band, listen! we have decided dat araxes will be the NEW band major!"

OMG so freaking freaky.

joline ng was in front of me & her eyes opened until dey looked like dey were gonna pop out of their sockets. i was shocked too, cos my jaw dropped like dunno wat.

& there was suddenly a silence dat hushed over the whole band. i had no idea where xerxes was. den suddenly, everybody started toking at once. den xerxes suddenly appeared. he didn't look sad or wat, he was still smiling away. he was giving out dunno wat ppr to everybody lah, but he didn't tok to me. i tink. anyway, den i woke up.

ARGHH!! can u IMAGINE if i'm the band major?? it'd be so damn scary can. ong whole day ask weird qns one.

u noe wat dey say, dreams r often the opposite of reality. so i'm glad dat's true.

went to watch just like heaven today wif yann.


saw yann's dream guy's fren below the blk next to mine.


den later walked to the bus stop. coincidentally, yann was taking the same bus as me! i saw her... & hidayat wif his bros.


seriously, hidayat should learn to talk slower. i couldn't hear a word he was saying. to me, of course.


after the movie, i saw ziliang. dat idiot was smiling away like a cheshire cat. i juz happened to look up n tot, 'dat guy looks familiar', when i realized it was tan ziliang!!! n, as i said, he was smiling away & i was stunned bcos i do not, obviously, go out everyday tinking i'd bump into him. so frm the escalator i said, "wat r u smiling at?" in my bossy kinda voice.



wanted to buy Lime cos dey gave free ipod stick ons (dunno wat dey call it). BUT dey either sold the ipod one OR the ipod mini one!! dun have the ipod nano one!! i will find dat nano stick on even if it kills me.


den went to the interchange & saw qian jun, but actually yann saw her first. she said, "dat girl looks like..looks like.."


& i was like, "who?"


& she said, "looks like qian jun leh!"


den i said, "where got.. the black shirt one izit.."


den she said it was the white shirt one. den i saw her.



HOW MANY SGS PPL CAN I SEE IN 1 DAY!?!?!?!?


for goodness sake.

u noe wat?


i realized dat a lot, & i mean A LOT, of hongkong actors r DAMN SHUAI!!!!



for eg, the channel 55 on scv, which shows mostly hk shows, are the PREFECT example!!!



like the shows i'm currently watching at 8 & 9.


Shine On You, aka Qing Chu Yu Lan (sadly, tonite was the last episode), has many shuai actors!!


like zhou yong heng who acts as ouyang shan & huang jia le who acts as liu guo hua.


OMG!!!



oso many others who i cannot name cos i dun noe their names.


at 9, the show To Catch The Uncatchable, dis guy who acts as ye zhao liang is DAMN CUTE!!


but dunno his name lah.



seriously, hk should import some of their shuai ges to s'pore, seeing how s'pore lacks a lot in dis area.

today is mother ang's bdae. went to Acacia in Bishan Park for dinner wif chrishirl, emmanuel, eduard & roger.


had seafood soup first. so SPICY!! but the clams inside were nice.


& then had lamb chop. tender lamb smothered in thick, creamy sauce wif soft whipped potato below. i felt a bit guilty eating a lamb, cos it's like so young. lamb is baby sheep izit?


den cut mother ang's bdae cake, sponsored by maxine ang. it was hazelnut cake. nice!


am now looking at short haircuts. i am SICK of my haircut now. bleah bleah bleah. oh, wait, i am sick of my HAIR.


it is so bloody pong lor. & grow grow grow until so thick some more. so irritating.


arghh. the stupid web sites the models all look so old one. & the hairstyles not even nice. grr.



nvm. when there's a will, there's a way.

*shudder* juz read maxine ang's blog & i m feeling weak.


anyway, i shall summon my last strength for u dear readers!! :D aren't i such a good person?


all right, enough crap.


went to compass pt to wif jaslin to get mother ang's present, which i obviously cannot say wat, bcos wat if she reads it?!???


so. her present for the 1st ting i bought. went to missha to look at their cheap make up, BUT i couldn't find the eyeshadow i wanted!! grrr. so, instead of buying juz for the sake of it, i decided not to buy.


went to watson's & saw The Colour Workshop products. bought 1 set. the cashier looked quite gay, although he had a moustache. yech! i hate moustaches. look so hairy (well, it IS made of hair), & so disgusting like all kinds of tings can be stuck in it. i must be reading too much of Roald Dahl's The Twits, bcos Mr Twit had a beard & many many digusting tings were stuck in it, so i am disgusted by all sorts of facial hair, thanx to Roald Dahl.


as i was saying, i purchased my set of The Colour Workshop frm the gay cashier, & went to level 1 to buy dessert wif jaslin. we had fu zhou. so bo hua ok. wah lan, $2.20 for one small little cup. mother ang make one whole pot & i tink the cost price of one whole pot of it is only less than $10 lor. maybe even less than $5? zong zhi bo hua means bo hua lah.


it was burning my hands when we sat outside timezone. oh, & my butt got hurt, bcos i shifted place & den my butt knocked onto the wooden ting separating the seats. so PAIIIIN.


after dat walked around & jaslin chew said go to john little. so i said ok, den is aw more more more palettes of wonderful make up! so i bought 1 palette 0f eyeshadow, $6.90.



i had bought $37 out & now i m broke again. my baby has made me broke. i used to be rich, but now i am a pauper. haiz.



jaslin ame my house after dat & watched Mean Girls. watched wif her. hadn't watched Mean Girls in a long while, & now i have found out wat Aaron Samuel's real name is!!! it is Jonathan Bennet!! he is so so so shuai can!!



better stop before i start drooling.

maxine ang's ear stud has dropped into her ear!!!!!



ARGHH.



last nite she said, "ay, araxes, help me see my ear."


den i said, "for wat?"


"the back of my stud dropped into my ear."


"HUH?!!?!"

p.s. she pierced her side, dat's y. obviously not the lobe rite, if not how to drop in. -_-"


den i said, "pain or not?"


& she said,"when i sneeze very pain."


so i took the torchlight & went into her room & peered into her left ear. ew!! i saw it!!! a metallic tingy in her ear!!


"got or not?"


"got!! i saw!!"

"huh!?! wah lau... dat claudia ang lah.."


"why?"


"sell me those studs..so cheapo one.. y so loose one?!? put a while only den drop one.. she hai si wo le lah!!"


den after dat i accidentally leaned on her hair & she screamed.


mother ang came in & complained, "y u all screaming away.. shi dian duo le hor."


i said, "her stud went into her ear!"


mother ang asked maxine ang to put her head sideways & tried to shake it out, but unfortunately, she was too late. i had already said dat. :p


den mother ang went out of the room. & she came back again.


"come, let me see." she took the torchlight frm me.


& she saw the ting oso!!! maxine ang took a hairpin, but i was too scared to help her take out. later i accidentally pushed it inner how?? den mother ang tried, but cannot.


so now the ting is still in her ear.


mother ang kept giving me dat face & shaking her head. den later when i was in the toilet she said, "next time see if u all still dare to anyhow poke poke poke lah... put one earring dere very nice meh?"


i wanted to say, "it's PIERCE, not poke." but i decided to let it go dis time. instead, i said, "nice wat."


den she said, "gen ben jiu bu hao kan." (roughly translated: not even nice)


ok. dat's the end. claudia ang juz told me dat maxine ang was going to have operation to get the stud out of her ear!! *shudder* y she nvr ask me to go wif her?? have moral support ma.


hmpf. stupid claudia ang SHADDUP.

went for band ALONE today. !!!! i was 1 of those loners whom i always wondered how dey managed to go through life alone. eg eating recess alone, or rather, walking around aimlessly trying to pass the time. *cough kee hwa cough*


ahem. but now apparently he has ekaphon. i have EYES u noe. & i m observant.



anyway. today's band was damn boring. i dunno y the percussion came. actually, only manosh & ryan came but dey set up the whole drum set & spent most of the time in the instrument room fooling around. we could hear dem.


AND den when dey came out ryan didn't even noe how to play a shit. spend so much time inside den come out dunno how to play!?!?!? it btw it's not even ur sectional, mister. waste our brass section only. & today we only managed to complete ONE pathetic song: shrek, which we already noe pretty much how to play, except for trumpet (so wat else is new?<--look at dis, trumpet, sectional leaders!!! come & get me if u wan!) wif their stupid 'i'm a believer'. oh yeah. i haven't explained y i was a loner today. BCOS dat stupid limo is SICK! & tano went to WORK. idiotic. limo only has a sore throat. asked her to come & sit dere den at least can learn SOMETING, considering she missed last sectional too. & she really needs to buck up ok.


oops. i have sounding like a.. er.. a dunno wat. a backstabber? i dunno.


luckily i had my baby to accompany me today.


anyway, i m feeling bored so i shall compile a list.


TOP 5 GIRLS I CANNOT STAND

5. Kim Wakerman. the one on the left. (i dun tink anyone noes who dis is. she's dis idiotic act-cute girl on R.E.M, dat kid's central show. she has the word biatch written all over her. u noe, the kind of girl dat's acts nice in front of guys but totally biatchy to girls? reminds me of someone frm my class. i pity the girl who took the neoprint wif her. loved my FOOT.)


4. Cameron Diaz. i dunno y i dun like her. i juz dun.


3. Fergie. (how come only she & dat disgusting will.i.am gets to sing? poor taboo & apl.de.ap r like back up singers/dancers. n i happen to like apl.de.ap ok. in Where Is The Love & Shut Up all of dem had diff verses to sing. den in Hey Mama tabbo & apl had to share ONE pathetic verse. now dey dun even get to sing, except for back up!! arghh!! & btw, did anyone see the MTV Europe Music Awards? Fergie was such a slut.)


2. Guo Mei Mei. (first, lao shu ai da mi, now bu pa bu pa. when can she stop producing such LAME songs??! geez. & her ONE CD contains like diff versions of the SAME song.


1. Cyndi Wang Xin Ling. (OMG act cute/act sexy idiot. pls go to www.musuem-of-twits.blogspot.com for more information. dey will leave u laughing like mad. & i agree wif wat dey say abt her anyway)

went out wif papa oei & sonika today.


went to an italian place called presgo or someting like dat. it was in orchard, & dey had TIRAMISU!!! :p i love tiramisu. it is my 2nd favourite dessert after rocky road ice cream.


i had lasagne (sp??). it was greenishy but nice. has lots & lots of melted cheese!


papa oei said i always had dis bored face & even if i was happy ppl will still tink i'm bored. i can't help it if i'm expressionless.


den was damn full after the tiramisu. me & sonika couldn't decide where to go. i wanted to go cemetery but sonika didn't wan. in the end decided to go window shopping but oso dunno go where. den heard SHAN WEE on radio!!!!


p.s. shan wee is one of the cutest guys i have EVER seen.



n he was at cineleisure!!!! but didn't have parking space. :( so went to taka.


taka had so many branded stuff ok. dere was dis model for Dior who reminded me of kahleen, the runner up for America's Next Top Model.


den saw dis really really really nice pair of shoes but guess how much? FREAKING S$399 ok!! can buy a pair of birkenstocks can!?!? wah lau. but the shoe was nice lah. & i still tot it was S$39 cos i didn't see the last 9. 'at least it's $39, quite reasonable,' i tot. BUT den i saw the other 9 & it was S$399!!! arghhh!!



but taka was SO boring. besides overly priced goods, i only had frigging S$5 ok. can buy wat sia. cannot even buy one Maybelline ting, & Maybelline is not even so branded. maybe i can buy the 6 for $5 studs. hmm.


nvm. tomorrow i shall have $$ again.




SIANZ. in the end juz went home cos nothing to do.




shits. feel like shitting leh.

y is it dat whenever i dun wanna use the com, so many interesting tings happen & make me wanna blog, therefore having to use the damn com???

argh.



anyway. yesterday father ang brought me to g value aka supermarket to buy ingredients for dinner. all thanx to mother ang's bright ideas. say wat ask me to cook dinner ala dog food style. (btw, my dogs' food is boiled chicken & rice, which i have become quite an expert in, having to cook it almost every single day of my life.)


which oso means it's claypot style without any sauces & all dat. n den father ang chipped in & offered to teach me.


ARGH!! after a few hrs in the kitchen i have realized dat i should juz stick to cooking my maggi mee & dog food. those r the only 2 tings i can cook. bleah.


anyway, at the supermarket father ang chose 1 whole chicken, a few chicken thighs, moh kueh, carrots, ROCKY ROAD ICE CREAM!!!


oh yeah, n he asked me whether i wanted broccoli or moh kueh aka marow squash & i chose moh kueh cos it tastes nicer. OMG BIG MISTAKE.



the bloody freaking moh kueh was so damn hard to prepare can!?!? have to peel the freaking skin which was so hard AND had to be careful not to break the whole stick of moh kueh. BUT I broke it both times. :p it's not my fault, the skin so hard den the inside so soft, so easy to break one. father ang was exasperated. keep saying, "jiat lat ah u.."


n den after dat had to chop garlic, onions, carrot (the carrot after a while father ang took over cos my hand was damn pain cos the knife/chopper too heavy) wah lan i smash the stupid garlic until my hand so pain.


but luckily no blood was shed on the BATTLEFIELD of pots & pans.



den later fry fry fry. den my arm was pain again cos must turn here turn dere. i truly truly admire all chefs & hawkers in their profession. how could dey stand even 1 day dere frying & chopping & slicing???


ok, maybe dey do it for money.


den i truly truly admire all fathers & mothers & housewifes for cooking & frying & copping blah blah after a hard day's work/housework. wif no reward watsoever. dey do it for love, rite? so touching.



anyway, while deep frying the stupid crispy chicken in seaweed like the auntie in the canteen sells, the stupid oil spurted so many times on my hand & i didn't dare to fry so father ang took over again.



after dat during dinner he kept telling everybody, "dinner nice or not? araxes cook one u noe.." when it's so obvious dat he did all the work. :s



after eating maxine ang & claudia ang had major stomachaches. claudia ang asked if i added poison in the food. yeah yeah yeah, i dig my nose den flick the pi sai in lah.


today went for band! ooh i missed band. ong spent half the day in the storage room discussing wif zul & xerxes & miss tan abt the trip to sentosa. so si on took over. her PURPOSELY conduct so fast lor. wat "ppl r appealing so i m conducting fast." & he kept looking at ME when he said dat. hmpf.



den i was laughing at the trumpet section cos dey played the 'i'm a believer' chorus so funny. WAHAHAHA. luckily today nvr play the stupid pioneer song. only played the blue ridge saga & shrek.


luckily blure ridge saga the beginning so easy. dat bernard keep whining he dunno he dunno. dunno den FIGURE out lah, wah lan!! expect me to tap the rhythm out s-l-o-w-l-y for him izit. it's time he learns how to tap & play at the same time ok. next time IF he become sl den sia sway ah. none of my business.


n dat xerxes wee qian zou one leh. the blue ridge saga his saxaphone same melody as my horn 1 lor!! WHY the pieces i can play he same melody as me BUT the stupid pieces i cannot play he pian pian diff frm me?!?!?! QIAN ZOU RITE!!!!!





aiyah forgettit. after fall out i gave out the syf photos which everybody who ordered has been bugging me for. oh yeah, surprise! gilbert FINALLY paid up for his band shirt. now left VINOTH & SI ON & EILEEN liao.


went to j8 after band to buy clothes for my baby. i bought a baby pink slip on tingy. it kinda reminded me of a condom cos the material seems like almost the same as a condom leh. not dat i've ever touched or felt a condom before. it juz seems like it. my baby's clothes looks like a pink condom. :x



ate at long john. den went around looking for dis shop dat joline ng wanted to go to. but in the end oso cannot find.


went home but while in the bus suddenly rained so heavily. i practically ran home in the rain ok. kinda reminded me of dis yr's cross country. except dis time it seemed worse than the cross country. luckily my bag was waterproof. luckily i had enough common sense to dump my hp & my baby into my bag before chionging into the rain. i TOT of not doing it u noe.


dis has been a looong post, yes? no? :D

speedy gonzales is the wisest dog i've ever known.
peipei is the laziest dog i've ever known.
cracker is the smelliest dog i've evr known.
junior is the sweetest dog i've ever known.
connie's dog, joy, is the most irritating dog i've ever known.
my neighbour on the 3rd floor's dog is the noisiest dog i've ever known.



arghh. father ang asked me to bathe all 3 dogs today!!! therefore have to bathe smelly cracker, who is so scared of water dat everytime i spray him with water he tries to run out of the shower stall. -_-"


nvm. shall give claudia ang the honour of bathing her own dog.



junior is so sweet!! he's sleeping on my lap while i'm typing this. he looks very cute when he's sleeping.:D


dis peipei has disappeared to dunno where. she's getting very lazy now. have u ever heard of a dog who doesn't wanna go for a walk??? i tot all dogs like walks. but apparently, dis dog doesn't, & everytime we bring junior & cracker down we have to call her & den she'll sit at the doorway like expecting us to carry her out. oh, pls. i refuse to be her escort.


okies. i m damn bored. arghh!!!!!!!!!!!


dis is the result of having no $$. :(

ahhh!!!!! i have brought my baby home!!!!


& i m officially broke. :(


my small toes r hurting like mad. today met li zhen at 11.30. den took a train to city hall. walked to suntec & ate at carrefour. the pizza was yummy! :D



we were watching dis woman in charge of GoGo Franks, a stand selling hot dogs in front of us. nobody bought frm her lor. BUT den dis guy came & bought frm her den suddenly one whole crowd appear n buy frm her.
-_-" singaporeans r like dat. sad, but true.



den after dat walked to the bugis library cos li zhen wanted to return her bks. so cold lor. when we came out dere was dis woman frm channelnews asia wif a freaking camera!!!! OMGGGG.



she was interviewing another woman den so coincidential when we walked past she finished interviewing dat person n came in our direction!!! i was like, "shit," & try to siam quickly but dis tan li zhen blur blur still go walk in dat direction. so we kana interviewed. ask us to speak in CHINESE some more.


den she asked if both of us r chinese den we say we r. den she asked li zhen abt someting to do wif illegal downloading. so FUNNY!!!! den dis li zhen anyhow blabber someting out, half english half chinese. den she asked me. n i was like, "er, how to say download in chinese?"



n in the end she gave up. so we wun be on tv after all!! i bet i'd look super fat on tv anyway. tv adds 5 pounds or someting rite?


den after dat went to sim lim square. li zhen's father work dere, but didn't see him. by dis time my small toes were aching in my pumps, but still i PERSEVERED ok. finally reached the apple shop & bought my baby!!! den the saleswoman oso like blur blur one & dun even noe the answers to my qns. but luckily got another guy dere, but he look so fierce.


in the end came home. now charging my baby.



P.S. peipei, i bought the white one!!! :p

i hate it when ppl tell me dey'll call me at a certain time, meet me at a certain time, sms me at a certain time---& den dey dun.


so many times it happened. from THREE different ppl. i wun mind if dey were late and then called me later, or smsed me later. but wat i cannot stand is when dey dun even call or sms at all. i hate it. do dey take me as a fool or someting?



dat's y whenever someone tells me he/she would call/sms me at a certain time, the first tot dat pops into my head is dat dey wun.


it is thanx to this kind of ppl dat makes me lose trust in ppl.



i feel like posting their NAMES here to warn others reading dat whenever dat person promises u someting, juz be prepared dat dat person wun do it. but i wun, bcos i'm not dat evil. but now i noe these 3 ppl makes empty promises.


i m damn pissed.



i hate to be treated as if i'm some kind of idiot, like i'm not important. u wanna treat me like dat? fine. juz dun blame me the next time i do the same to u, assholes.



i really really REALLY feel like posting their names here. better publish dis post before i do it.

went for band today. it was damn boring. today not only bernard came, but uthayan came too! *gasps* wat an honour for him to bestow upon us his presence! :x


gave wei ting his bdae present today. i tink he was too paiseh to see me cos we nvr tok for very long liao. den he sent his fren (dunno wat's his name; i tink it's weilie) to take it. now left jaslin CHEWWW!! grr.


den after dat went out wif taney. went to j8 first. i finally bought my november's chopin! for those who dunno, november's chopin is jay's newest album (gosh, wat planet r u living on?)!!! but he really looks like a girl wif his long hair. but his songs r good, as usual. PLUS at the end of the lyrics he gave dis really really cute monkey-ish face!!! OMGGGG. i almost fainted. DAMN cute lor.



when we were on the bus jasmine called us & asked whether we wanna go to POP. dun ask me wat dat means. it someting someting Parade lah. for the NCO cap. xerxes & chee boon were sent to learn abt leadership all dat for the band.


anyway. arranged to meet dem at the serangoon interchange. i met li zhen first den later met ravi & zul. den yongjin, weng lin & zhijie came, den jasmine. went to the 156 bus stop to wait for wee ying & jonathan hong. but dey were so late. in the end we were separated into 3 cabs: me, ravi & wee ying in 1 cab; jasmine, jonathan hong & li zhen in one cab; zul, yongjin, weng lin & zhi jie in 1 more cab.


in the end only our cab managed to make it. :s cos jasmine's cab got lost & dey ended up at ps. zul's cab oso got lost & dey ended up at newton circus. the parade was held at the CCA branch, btw. luckily our cab driver got street directory. wahahaha.


saw chee boon first. he looked so serious lor. nvr seen him like dat. & he got sunburned like mad n the skin below his eyes had peeled off, leaving white patches below his eyes. he looked so weird. the skin at the back of his neck oso peeled off. *shudder*


den later saw xerxes playing the saxaphone wif all the other band majors. er. he wasn't even sunburned like chee boon. hmm.


chatted wif dem & took a few photos which r in ravi's digital cam. den later xerxes has to go for dunno wat saxaphone meeting den we (including chee boon) attempted to walk to orchard mrt station. (thanx to ravi)


after walking & walking for centuries, we finally decided to take a cab. den the cab driver say the nearest is newton mrt!!! OMG. n even dat took $4.30 worth. if we didn't take a cab, i dunno where we'd be by now.


den in the cab ravi & wee ying decided to go ps & meet jasmine dey all. i wanted to take train to ang mo kio den go home one lor!!! but in the end juz went for fun. chee boon oso went despite his badly burned face n his drum major tingy. starts wif M, but i dunno how to spell. :s


so took a train to dhoby ghaut, n spent half the time looking for jasmine, jonathan hong & li zhen. in the end found dem at action city wif the rest. oso dunno wat we did dere. finally ended up at the arcade, where ravi proceeded to TRY to win a toy for jasmine.



i was getting very very very cranky by then, cos my feet were aching in my (fake) birkenstocks. like i said, my feet r not meant for walking long distances. n i was hot & sweaty & sticky frm all the walking to orchard mrt station.(still tot i could take 105 straight home but why oh WHY did i go to ps???)



so in the end me, weng lin & yongjin took the purple line home (dun ask me north east wat or south east wat, i DO NOT NOE. juz ask me the colour. :D). li zhen took the red line home. she lent me $2.50 for the standard ticket cos my ez link no $$!! haiz. i m so damn broke ok. have to wait for sunday before i can go out again, when i got $$. hope next fri can go & see my dear ipod nano.


weng lin & yong jin were crapping away in the train. when we finally reached serangoon station, weng lin told me a pice of VERY interesting news. heh heh heh.


okies. i shall keep it to myself.



shits. my feet r aching. who wans to gimme a foot massage? *hopeful grin*

arghh. 4 days of staying at home cos i got no $$ has left me bored.


LUCKILY tomorrow got band if not i'd have bored the guts out of myself.

this is hard typing wif long nails. time to cut. last nite almost dug my eyeballs out wif my nails trying to get my contact lens out.


CANNOT wait for tomorrow when i can finally get out of the house.


yes! i m $2 away from my ipod nano!! yeah baby, yeah baby. i m SO gonna buy it ok. white nicer or black nicer? although my favourite colour is black, but i tink i'll buy white. it looks nicer..cleaner..easier to dirty, dat's for sure. i went to apple.com.sg so many times to look at the mp3 dat's finally gonna be mine! soon, anyway.


yup. dat's all for today. lim shih yann is now in london/paris. dunno which one. she said she'd be in dere. these 2 countries are very dangerous, doesn't she noe? london has terrorists, paris got riots. wat a good time to go dere, limo. which means tomorrow she wun be going to band which means i'll have to take bus myself which means li zhen oso have no partner to play her trumpet 1!!


oh well. too bad. tomorrow bernard better come if not i'll hack him to pieces.

Destiny (translation: Un Myeong/운명 )
Why
Source: http://members.aol.com/kpoplyrics/index.htm?f=fs


I don't really know love.
I didn't know it'd come like this.
I can't seem to control my heart
When it comes to love.
I wouldn't have started
If I knew it'd be like this.
Now that it's too late to turn back,
I'm having regrets


Chorus:
I hoped you wouldn't be love,
I hoped that you wouldn't be my love.
I told myself I didn't love you;
I hoped we were just passing acquaintances,
Because all I'll have left is pain.
But even so, I want you.


It's making me sad--
A wrong start.
That's all I saw it as I believed,
I could let you go any time.
I don't know what went wrong,
I have to avoid your love,
But I long for you.


Repeat chorus


Now I'm nothing without you,
I can't do anything about it.
Knowing that I must erase you...
Makes my life harder...

went to make ic today. had to wait so freaking long to take the stupid photo. but anyway, the photo turned out ok. not as bad as the last time it took. the last one was damn disgusting.


father ang went wif me! n he made me retake the photo 3 times. so paiseh. other ppl waiting dere so long deni go n take 3 times. the woman didn't seem to mind. n my hair sux, cos must put hair above eyebrows. nvm, i have nicely plucked brows anyway.



it took abt 1 & a half hrs i tink. sch reopen den can get.



m gonna post a korean song translated in english. it's frm the sound track of Full House, aka Lang Man Man Wu, a korean serial.


obviously the song is not translated by me; i dun even noe korean.

went to the gym again today. TRIED to train for my 2.4, but again, the key word here is TRIED.


anyway. i only completed 2 km!!! bloody hell. in TWENTY mins!!


i m so gonna fail next yr. BLEAHH.



anyway, den after dat went to do weights all dat. my arms hurt now. :(


BUT later drove to brazil in chrishirl's car. no, not brazil the country but brazil the restaurant, in dunno which part of singapore. the purpose was to give father ang a surprise bdae dinner. his bdae is tomorrow, if u must noe.


dis restaurant has NO menu ok. juz a salad bar wif veggies & rice & pasta, n den dere's these waiters, called Passotors or someting like dat. can't remember.& dey have like 15 diff ways of cooking diff kinds of meat! (not individually 15 ways for 1 piece of meat, but 15 ways altogether.) it was a new experience. plus, it was kinda fun watching the passotors (again, dis might be the wrong name for dat person aka waiter) walk around wif skewers n a really really sharp kinfe & going around slicing meat onto the customers' plates, depending on whether the customer wanted dat meat or not.


dere was grilled pineapple too! i love pineapple, except dat it burns my tongue wif its acidity.


eduard & emmanuel were cute, as usual. eduard went around licking ppl. it was a new phase in his life. n emmanuel, was, of course, being emmanuel.


when the chefs & waiters (i have given up trying to tink of the name) came out wif a surprise cake for father ang, he was so surprised & paiseh cos everyone was looking at him. i took a shot of the candid moment! wahahaha.


n eduard helped him blow out the candle & eat the cake. :s


went opp wif maxine ang & her bf, mai, &amp; claudia ang & eduard & emmanuel & roger (should be kor kor roger here, but watever) to some italian ice cream place. i have forgotten it's name again!! grrr. starts wif v. vene-someting. aiyah heck care lah.


when we came home , me & claudia ang gave father ang his presents. i gave him a plague frm life bkshop & claudia ang gave him chicken soup for the christian's soul. he said my present was $25--28!! wahahaha. u should've seen claudia ang's face change. HAHAHA. when in actual fact, my present was like cheaper than dat, & even cheaper than claudia ang's present. i can't help it if my present looks ex, can i? x)


tomorrow gonna make ic! i have a feeling the stupid photo will look damn idiotic. i CANNOT take passports photos ok. everytime look so disgusting one.

i really really really feel like taking off the pw protection tingy now. now dat more than 2 ppl i noe has it, the novelty is gone. i hate to have wat others have, ESP if it started wif me in the first place.


dat's it. the stupid code is coming off.


n besides, now i dun blog abt such personal stuff anymore. i m no longer the 'beginner' blogger i was last yr when i blogged OPENLY abt every single ting.


i m not so stupid now. i noe the crap i always say abt me being bloody open. :x


okies. dat's it den. it's off.

when i went to walk the dogs wif claudia ang today, we saw a very very weird guy.


he was semi-naked. n trust me, he didn't have a six pack or muscles or anyting worth ogling at. n he was damn skinny like one of those drug addicts. n he was walking around in his boxers collecting newspapers.


dere was this box wif colours like a cow--u noe, white wif black spots--n junior tot it was another dog & he started barking at it. n stupid cracker didn't even noe wat junior was barking at, he juz started to bark too. den junior dashed over to the box n discovered it wasn't a dog, it was a box. he urinated on it juz to make sure.


n den cracker followed junior (as usual) & urinated on it. i'm beginning to wonder if cracker has a mind of his own. den dis half naked guy saw n den we knew it was HIS box!! den he started to say "xiao jie ah. ni de gou.. mumble mumble.." (translated: miss ah, ur dog.. mumble mumble..)


we honestly couldn't hear wat he was saying. it sounded like a threat though. i stared at him blankly like i didn't noe chinese. dis stare has been very useful ok. n claudia ang even better, she said, "wat he say?"


WAHAHA. these r the times when looking non-chinese is good.


but he was starting to freak me out, though. so, still acting non-chinese, we walked away. bo chup him.



singaporeans really r getting weirder. dere was dis woman who wun let us go into the lift wif her bcos we had dogs!! how ridiculous is dat. n she wasn't even a malay (sorry for the racism). she was a CHINESE ok. wat the hell. if she was a malay i could understand. i tot chinese used to grow up wif dogs at their kampongs. n she looked like around my mother's age.


watever lah. juz another prissy woman.



nothing else. i NEED dat CD!!

ahhh!!! yesterday zhou jie lun's new CD came out!!

went to look at it today. was tempted to buy. i shall buy it next fri! i dun care abt the promotions gimmicks next time, wat metal cover blah blah. i lived without it when qi li xiang came out, didn't i?


wat's wif the new look & voice, though. the back of his CD cover looked so weird. i almost tot dat was a girl. :x


n i saw his MTV juz now! wat 'hair like snow'. dat's how MTV translated it. the song was nice, BUT his voice sounded funny. hmmm.


went for band today, though. ong ordered so many DIFFICULT new songs ok. my section totally broke down on the last song, "in quiet courage". is dat the title? i tink so.


luckily the beginning part trumpet same as us, BUT dat section oso dunno how to play. in the end ong took his baby trumpet n played the part. the rhythm is like shit lor. BUT i liked it AT FIRST. den after dat so many horn horn horn part. so idiotically shitty.


i cannot stand it. y now ong get the pieces all so many horn parts one!? ESP horn 1 ok. now nazruddin & uthayan nvr come liao, den bernard take horn 2!! even worse, horn 1 is the part wif all the solos lor. ppl STRESSED leh. arghh. now den i realized my playing SUX. not dat i tot my playing was fabulous at first. but i m ASHAMED to call myself the sectional leader. haiz.


i m dreading to go band, but if i dun go, my playing can't improve. so grit my teeth n pull through dis.


I CAN DO IT.