woke up at 7 to go n get my report bk. i dun understand WHY dey have to ask us to go back juz to take the report bk. i mean, y can't dey juz give it to us on friday, besides dthose whose parents r coming. alright. i shall fill u in on my report bk. ho hum...



English: 81 (A1)
Chinese: 79 (A1)
Mathematics: 62 (B4)
Science: 76 (A1)
Geography: 68 (B3)
History: 80 (A1)
Literature: 68 (B3)
Design & Technology: 72 (A2)
Home Economics: 70 (A2)
Visual Arts: 62 (B4)
Civics & Moral Education: A

Total: 718/100
Percentage: 71.8
Class Position: 3/40
Level Position: 11/161













i have dropped so much ok. my class postion frm 1/38 went to 3/40 n my level postion frm 2/178 dropped to 11/161!!! ok. but nvm.



i got 2 good news cards!! one frm mdm chua n 1 frm ms. mok. i hope mdm chua teach me next yr!!! haha. erm.. nothing much to say..



oh yeah. MY HOLIDAYS R HERE!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!! yeah baby!!! 2 whole months of relaxation. aha. aha. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

whees

i m here to update my bloggie!!! haha... i m such a loyal blog member. anywayssss.... let's see...


went back to sch finally. mrs. chan showed us which class we r most likely going to, unless we appeal to change class or dere's some change or WATEVA. anyway. stupid idiot sia. social studies wif lit & social studies wif history has been cancelled, leaving us wif social studies wif GEOGRAPHY only!!! gr... now my whole combination is messed up. first of all, i am going to
3E2!!! haha.


COMBINATION I WANT:

• chem/bio
• social studies & literature
• geography
• principles of accounts

COMBINATION I GOT:

• chem/bio
• social studies & geography
• principles of accounts
• additional mathematics

PLEASE. i SO do NOT wan A maths lor. of course the basic subjects r: English, Elementary Maths & Mother Tongue. now i have to take THREE maths: E maths, A maths & accounts!!!! omg. luckily i not taking physics, if not my brain will explode!!!!

haiz. WHAT kind of stupid sch is dis??!?! ask us to choose den cancel the subject!!!! dey ask us to take the survey already wat!!! obviously can see the difference frm dere rite!!! den dey can cancel the subjects before asking us to choose wat!!! HMPF!!!

SUBJECTS THAT ARE CANCELLED:

1. social studies & history
2. social studies & literature
3. food & nutrition
4. pure geography
5. pure history
6. pure literature

dammit man. ah yann chose f&n. i tink she will be going to 3e3, the one wif art. 3e3 is the only class without A maths, but will have to take art or d&t as a substitute. i'd rather take A maths. tan li zhen is definitely going to 3e3. connie is definitely going to 3e1. joline is probably going to 3e3 cos she say her maths gonna fail. ah yann not sure cos she dunno her maths overall.

the classes (of course includes humanities, the compulsory subjects & others):

3e1: 1 pure science (for e.g, pure physics) + 1 sub science (for e.g, chem/bio) + A maths for ppl who got 60 & above for their maths.

3e2: 1 sub science (for e.g, chem/bio) + A maths.

3e3: 1 sub science (for e.g, chem/bio) + art/ d&t

3e4:1 pure science (for e.g, pure physics) + 1 sub science (for e.g, chem/bio) + A maths for ppl who got 59--50 for their maths.

therefore, u can see dat is is quite complicating. the bottom line is, I M GOING TO 3E2. WIF A MATHS.

argh!!! i m so bored!!!!!!!!! haiz. if i was in sch i'll be in band now ok.. not at home feeling bored like dis... at happened dat jaslin oso didn't go to sch today!!! hahaha. fate, i tell u, FATE. cos she had diarrhoea(sp?) n so was sent home. haha. i shall be going to sch tomorrow to see if anyone missed me!!!! :)


anyways. REALLY very bored... how come dere r no websites nowadays... always the same old websites.. friendster.. quizilla.... blogger.. other ppl's blogs... HAIZ. LIFE IS ONE BIG, FAT YAWN. no show to watch oso. aiyah. go n watch vcd bahxx.....

........

haiz. dunno wat to blog abt. haha. i didn't go to sch today after all. i'm not such a committed member of the french horn section after all. good luck, linda!!!! haha.











BUT dis is all thanx to kalai sundaram. IF she was not terrorising me, i would be happily in sch now, juz after recess. n i would be going to band!!!!!!!!!!!! GR...... i dun love her to bits anymore.



besides, she is SURE to notice my 3rd earole n she will be dere nagging. so i dun care.













anyway. my sister is literally mad abt dis show, The Champion. all bcos of 1 guy. Toro aka Xie Jia Jun in the show. so irritating. can't even watch the show properly. cos she's screaming away dere.

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haiz. dunno wat's wrong wif junior. EVERYTIME i use the com he must always come n ask me to carry him. now i put him on the table & he's sitting in front of me & shivering & i can't type properly. oh well. he can be my pillow.


dammit. have to go back to sch tomorrow. and i'm sick!!!! stupid flu. yesterday was worse. i had flu AND headache ok. al bcos of my new earhole. i didn't sleep well cos i couldn't sleep on my ears, so paiiin.... anyway. now it's not so pain n i slept better last night n today i dun have any headache cos i oso took 2 panadols yesterday.

as i was saying, i have to go back to sch tomorrow!!! n i have a double period wif sundaram tomorrow!!!!! first 2 periods!!!! omg!!! i m so dead. i hope she dun notice my earholes. later she ask me to take the third earhole the ear stud out ah... den i sure die liao. cos it so so pain!!! n the hole is raw n sensitive ok..... expect me to take it out... i rip off her ear ah!!! hmpf!!! but i wanna go to sch tomorrow oso cos tomorrow got band!!!! woohoo!!! yeah baby! haiz. i guess i shall have to sacrifice juz for band. see i'm such a committed member of the french horn section.













i hope nazruddin dun come for band. he sux n he gets on my nerves cos he tinks he's so great juz bcos he plays the best among the juniors. n he has NO respect for his us, his seniors ok!!! n daniel oso. daniel sux the most!!!! he's an irritating shit.













bernard n utheyan still ok. except utheyan whole day act cute. hahaha... but bernard juz sit dere.. so quiet.. but he sometimes say some stupid lame jokes. ahhhhh... wuteva.

grrrrr

i DID blog dis afternoon ok. but for some reason stupid blogger did NOT publish my post!!!!! gr... anyway. i DID mention in my unpublished post dat i was going to thomson plaza to pierce my third earhole. dat was my bdae present frm my parents.and i DID!!!! now it's super pain. especially my left ear hole. n sundaram is gonna have a fit. maybe i wun be a guai kia after all.



anyway. i forgot to thank a bunch of ppl in my thank you speech yesterday. cos yesterday's thank u speech was for the creators of my blog. n today's thank u speech is for my bdae. ok... so here goes... *ahem* i would like to thank my parents, for letting me pierce my 3rd earhole n causing my pain. (haha) i would also like to thank my dear doggie, peipei, for being so patient & putting up with my madness & kisses & hugs although i know she hates it. not forgetting ms claudia ang again, for not buying me a birthday present!!! i will not forget this. and also to my friends, for giving me such wonderful & expensive presents. last but not least, i would like to thank ms. maxine ang, for her lovely present, which consists of: a necklace & a badge which says 'licence to bitch: approved by the dog lovers society'. it is nice to know dat someone appreciates my bitchiness.


there. the perfect thank u speech. i tink i m fated to be famous, cos at the grammys n all dat the famous ppl have to say their thank u speeches, rite? i can give a thank u speech so well, therefore i m fated to be famous!!!!! hahaha. ok. 'nuff said.

new & improved blog!!!!

haha. i got a new blog today!! *ahem* i would like to thank blogger.com, for letting me preview my blog again & again. i would also liek to thank blogskins.com, for their beautiful blogskins. not forgetting doodle-board.com, & iwebmusic.com, for their wonderful tagboards & music. last but not least, i would like to thank ms claudia ang, who helped me to build my dear blog. after helping me, she shamelessly kept asking me to thank her in my blog, which is what i am doing now. so, once again, thank you, ms. claudia ang!!!!




all right. enough of the thank you speech. i'm sooo happy!!! got a new blog AND dat idiotic maia frm singapore idol got out frm the competition!!! AT LAST. i have been waiting for this day. but seriously, i tink christopher will get out next week. HIS SINGING SUX. BIG TIME. ew. i cannot stand it anymore. luckily olinda is still in. i like olinda you noe. haha.



oh yeah. back to my blog. i oso got a new tagboard & song for my blog!! right now, the song is 'don't speak' by no doubt. before dat was 'closer to me' by 5ive. and before dat one was 'ai hen jian dan' by tao ze. n so on....... haha.


YEAH, BABY!!!! besides my new blog, n the exit of maia, i m oso happy for another reason. u noe y? it's urs truly's bdae today!!!! haah. received many 'happy bdaes' frm my frens. n presents too!!! later going to ps for shopping wif my parents!! se got wat can buy. ok. nothing to say now....








*~hApPY BdAe tO Me!!!~*

hee hee

hahahaha... tomorrow is my bdae~!!!! hahahah.... sooo happy. got prezzies frm my frens, as i have said. jaslin gave me a keychain!!! hm... haha... i promised her dat i would blog abt ALL her bad pts. so......... jaslin sux jaslin sux jaslin sux. act gentle... pretend not to like SOMEONE... haha....








JUZ KIDDING!!! okok... she's VERY good fren.. happy now??? i'm not so bad as to criticise me little fren.. hahaha...




anyway. dere's no band tomorrow!!! see, the zul teng wo so much... noe it's my bdae den cancel band... haha... dat's wat i told shih yann... but she dun believe.. wateva..



hm. nothing much to say. oh yeah. ms mok showed me my overall marks. my average is 72.5!!! haha.. higher den connie u noe. connie's is 70++ i tink. dunno wat lah. stupid art. stupid maths. make me have B4. stupid lit. make me have B3. aiyah sux lah. still got 1 more subject i got B3. but i forgot liao. total i got 5 A1s!!! haha. n 2 subjects i'm ranked no. 1 in the class: english & history. yeah lah, i noe... hao lian rite?!?!?! but let me gloat for a while. bwahahah... i'm an bhb person...



erm. ot nothing more to say after gloating. i wonder wat position i'll be at in the level dis yr? i tink not very high cos i dis yr was slacking the whole yr. hahahaa... as u noe, sec 2 is not as easy as sec 1 . sec 1 syllabus is like all chicken feet. so damned easy lor!!!! i nvr study oso get A1 ah. especially for d & t. last yr i nvr study i got 77. dis yr i study got 64 leh!!! where got such ting?!?! wah lau, especially the third page ah. literally filled wif big, red crosses. haha.



nothing more to say. nothing more to say. nothing more to say. nothing more to say. nothing more to say. nothing more to---




















oh yeah. still got. haha. i tink HP is angry wif me. although he say he's not angry wif me. but i noe he's angry wif me. ARGH!!!!! shit man.








omg!!!! JAY CHOU RAWKS!!!!!!!













omg!!! EDISON CHEN RAWKS!!!!!














oh yeah. i sent a dedication to jamie yeo on say it with music on 98.7 FM. i asked her to sing me a bdae song!!! heh heh. bhb bhb bhb..... must tune in to perfect 10 tonight at 11pm okie!!!!! ok.
oh. forgot her shift end at 11. aiyah heck care. must tune in at 1030 to 11 okie!!! ok good. ok good. ok good.

















I AM RETARDED.

song of my life

Don't Let Me Get Me
Pink

Never win 1st place
Don't support the team
Can't take directions cos my socks are never clean

Teachers dated me
My parents hated me
I was always in a fight cos i can't do nothing right.

Everyday i fight a war against the mirror
Can't take the person staring back at me
I'm a hazard to myself.

Chrous:
Don't let me get me.
I'm my own worst enemy
It's bad when you annoy yourself.
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
I wanna be somebody else...

L.A told me
"You'll be a pop star.
All you have to change
Is everything you are."
I'm tired of being compared
The damned Britney Spears
She's so pretty
That just ain't me.

So doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe me something?
A day in a life of someone else
I'm a hazard to myself.

Chorus x 2

So doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe me something?
A day in a life of someone else (Don't let me get me)

Oh, I'm a hazard to myself, yeah
Don't let me get me.
I'm my own worst enemy
It's bad when you annoy yourself (yourself)
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else (yourself)

I wanna be somebody else....

welllll

well! seems like my impression of sundaram is W-R-O-N-G. she's quite kind anyway. i noe, she's dose kou ying xin ruan kind. in other words, her bark is worse den her bite. ok, so..... nvr mind dat.

anyway. she did not minus marks frm my history ppr as i expected. instead, i got the highest in my class!!! omg. ok, i got back the rest of my results already. dey r as follows (not overall):

history: 81/100
geography: 72/100
literature: 58/100
art: 59/100
d & t: 64/100
cme: 30/40
english ppr 1 section 2: 27/30


anyway. i was kind of shocked when i saw my lit marks. but kind of happy oso. HOWEVER, i got a C5!!!!! gr... stupid anslem paul. mark until so strict for wat. anyway, i was happy cos i passed. my class has 21 failures n 19 passes only!!! so iwas one of the passes, so dat's good. jaslin failed. she got 46 i tink. n shih yann, joline, connie n li zhen OSO failed. so i m the only one who passed!!! haha. i'm gloating!!


i m oso shocked at my history n english ppr 1 section 2 marks. BOTH were marked my sundaram n BOTH r my highest!!! omg omg omg. she should definitely mark ALL of my exam scripts. i love her to bits. haha. maybe i'll be a guai kia frm now on. heh heh.


n i didn't go to sch today. cos i overslept AND i was so sleepy. i woke up at 6.40 u noe!!!!! mother woke me up. but den i dun feel like dragging myself out of bed n dere was nothing worth for me going to sch for. i already got back all my results, so go to sch for wat. but i HAVE to go to sch tomorrow cos i must pass up my option form for streaming. the deadline is tomorrow!! n the teachers r gonna decide which class all of us r going to!! n whether we deserve to be pushed up to sec 3 express or retain one more yr or go to sec 3 normal acad!! so exciting.


i now have no more ink pens to use. all i have r ballpoint pens left. n i hate to use ballpoint pens unless necessary. all thanx to my DEAR sister, CLAUDIA ANG. I ACTULLY HAD one MORE BLUE INK PILOT PEN LEFT OK!!! cos my black ink pilot pen no more ink. n she go n throw my beatiful pen into the hole at the side of the bed!!!! n i tried to take it out wif a hanger, and, bcos when i tried to take it out, the hanger smashed against the tip of the pen, so when it was finally out of the damned hole, the pen had no more ink!!!


yeah. so now it's my fault lah!!! my f***ing fault lah!!!!!! yeah, watever happens all my fault lah!!!! i'm the black sheep. i NOE dat. while my 1 of my sisters r physically inclined, n 1 of my other sisters r athletically inclined, i m nothing. nothing, i tell u. wat dey say abt the middle child is rite. the oldest will be loved bcos he/she is the first child. the youngest will be loved cos he/she is the baby of the family. but the middle child is nothing. less den nothing. lesser den less den nothing. like a burden in dis world. the black sheep.













juz like me.















*~HaPpY BeLaTeD bDaE To jOlInE!!~*

exams results!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

hahax. got my exam results back today. though not all. only, like, 4. i got 9 subjects ya noe?!?!! anyway, today sundaram didn't come. but tomorrow i got a double period wif her!!!!!!! even worse man. wish me luck.

anyway. i got back my english, chinese, science & maths. i passed my maths!!!! bWaHaHaHaHahA. can't believe it. erm... english not complete cos sundaram mark the ppr 1 section 2, so haven't get back yet. here r my results as follows (not overall):

english ppr 1 section 1: 25/30
english ppr 2: 44/50
chinese ppr 1: 45/60
chinese ppr 2: 80/100
maths ppr 1: 29/50
maths ppr 2: 34/50
science: 78/100

hahax. everyting so good except maths rite?!?!?! anyway, here's the overall results for some of the subjects:

chinese: 77/100
maths: 61/100
science: 78/100

ho ho ho..... anyway i still haven't get back my history (die), geography, art, cme, d & t, literature. haiz. dey said dat the anselm paul mark the lit until very strict. many ppl fail. mdm chua said dat got 1 class in 2E--whole class FAIL. omg. could it be my class?!?!?!?!!? haiz. n history. the sundaram will sure target me one. better act guai tomorrow...........


*~hApPy BdAe tAn li ZhEn!!!~*

tired but happyyyyy

juz came back frm orchard. my legs r so pain!!!!!! walked frm wisma atria to taka to heeren to far east!!!!! omg. first me n shih yann met joline n li zhen at the orchard mrt station. den met connie in wisma in front of the OP shop. li zhen n shih yann bought joline her bdae present frm OP: a wallet. den we walked to taka n i bought a drink frm auntie anne's. the stupid woman behind the counter is so idiotic. her service is so bad ok!!! anyway i shall not harp on it cos it will make me angry not happy, so watever. anyway, after buying my mocha(which costs $4.30!! so damned ex n the service so bad some more), we walked all the way to heeren to buy li zhen n joline's present. shih yann n i shared li zhen's present: a wallet frm the wallet shop. den connie n i shared joline's present: the disney collection cd at hmv.

den we walked to far east to buy my bdae present. cos li zhen, joline n my bdae r all in the same week!!!! as i have mentioned earlier. shih yann n connie shared my present: a bad frm ice lemon tee. the bag cost $22.90!!! haha. smart of me to choose such an expensive present. no lah, jkjk... actually i have such gd frens who r willing to spend ten over dollars juz to buy me a bag!!!! *huggies* den joline n li zhen bought wallets for me: 2 wallets for $10 at ice lemon tee. ok...so dat's not so expensive but it's the tot dat counts!!!!

so juz reached home n logged onto the com. forgot to say someting. maxine ang painted junior's nails red!!!!! the poor dog. he hates nail polish smell u noe. but he keeps stretching his paws like he wanna show off his nails or wat. he's mad.

now toking to some guy frm bowen on msn who says dat he's in love wif my name. puh-lease. dunno how he found me on friendster oso. haiz. very the tired.... feel like sleeping... but couldn't sleep last nite.. dunno why...

GASP!!!! tomorrow sch begins!!! i'm gonna get my results back!!!! i dun dare to face dat idiot sundaram. later she make some sort of snide comments or wat. she always like dat one. especially when we're trapped in her classroom. no way of escape............ we're prisoners in hell....... someone save us..... why can't some important person frm the MOE come n sack her or someting?!?!?! y dun i noe anyone working in the MOE?!?!?! if not i can get dat person to sack her. she totally terrorises the whole sch. i'm more scared of her den the dm r the principal!!! idiotic shit.

holidayyyy

ha! today is a holiday. marking day!! my teachers r miracle markers. dey can finish marking all the exam papers within 1 day?!?!!? dey should give us more marking day holiday so dat dey have lesser stress wat.. see i so concerned abt my teachers rite... haha...

anyway today going out to orchard wif li zhen, joline, shih yann & connie. dis is the 2nd time i'm going out wif connie. we rarely go out wif her cos she always dun wanna go. hope can take neoprints wif her n the rest cos i got neoprints of the others but not her!!!

haiz. the outfit i chose will make me feel damned hot. jeans + a black shirt. ESPECIALLY in orchard. *phew* i hope i dun die of dehydration or someting. i got a feeling dat tan li zhen will dress until very bao lu. getting more n more not to like her. shih yann n joline feels the same. she's like dis fake person who always purposely scream when the male species r around. like she wanna attract their attention. n she always pull her skirt until very high so dat can make her skirt shorter. haiz. watever.

juz went out wif ah yann on friday to j8. we took neoprints n it was so funny!!! haha. didn't buy anyting cos i only brought $20. luckily ah yann owe me $4 n she helped me pay for the neoprint all dat. haha... i always bully her one.

my sister is STILL bugging me to go out wif HP. i do NOT wanna go out wif him ok. if i wanted to i will jump at the opportunity to go out wif him liao. .... really nothing else to say...

stuff. stuff & more stuff

yesterday mother & father came back frm thailand at abt 8+. dey brought back lotsa stuff!!! hahax. let's see... dey brought back pencil boxes, pencils, many different types of pens, earrings, necklaces, bangles, rings, watches, wallets, correction liquid pens... n many nice slippers which unfortunately cannot fit my grotesque BIG feet.

anyway, i got 1 purple bangle and 1 red bangle. too bad no black. if not i will surely take it. n the pencils r so cute!!! it's like fluffy n dere's an eye for the presser (dunno wat u call dat). i took a purple one. bcos dere was no black again. purple is my 2nd favourie colour u noe. n i took a brown wallet. oh, yeah. i oso took 1 black & white pencil box n a colourful pencil box. the black n white pencil box is soooooo nice. like OP kind, only dat dis pencil box is much nicer. anyway i dun quite like the OP pencil boxes cos dey're so small. n i took 2 pens, one frm the dog n another unknown brand but looks metallic n high-tech. haha. i oso took a black/ metallic dark blue watch. i dunno whether it's actually black or metallic blue, cos sometimes it looks black n sometimes it look metallic blue. anyway i'm happy to report dat dere's a battery working in the watch, unlike the mini toons watch i bought last time for $5.90 only, but NO battery. apparently the battery is not included. watever. remind me not to buy watches frm mini toons ever again.

n the costume jewllery r sooo nice!!! like i said, i took 1 purple bangle n 1 red bangle. dey r made of plastic n with a bit of squeezing, dey can get into my hand. i found out dat my right hand is bigger den my left hand, cos the bangles can get into my left hand but not my right hand. i oso found out dat my right hand fingers r smaller den my left hand fingers. cos i oso took 2 rings: 1 white n 1 blue. the rings can fit my left hand fingers perfectly but when i put it onto my right hand fingers, dey r so loose!!! weird, isn't it? oh, n mother bought a nice necklace for me. it looks likea photoframe. it's a square shape, n there r like crystal/ diamond tingys around the frame, n little seperate crystals/ diamonds inside the frame. when u shake it the diamonds/ crystals inside will slide all over the inside of the frame!! very nice. but of course the crystals/diamonds inside r fake. i tink. n let's not forget abt the earrings. many different types very nice. looks expensive but r actually not. if i buy dat type in singapore i bet it will be very expensive. many good bargains in thailand.

anyting else... erm... actually i tink dere's nothing else to say.... so i shall go n admire my new tings!!!! haha..

sheesh

ok so i sounded harsh in the last post. wateva. anyway, i tink i did someting bad today... i made someone feel sad. at least, dat's wat my wise sister said(maxine ang) said.

i shall not mention the person's name. dat's practically adding insult to injury. although i may be a bitch, but i only bitch abt ppl who deserve it. hahax. i'm a caring bitch u noe. erm.. so let's call the person.... HP. not dat his initials r HP, only bcos i was looking at my handphone so i decided to call the 'someone' HP.

anyway, last week he asked me to go to j8 wif him. actually i didn't wan to, but i'm not as heartless as joline to turn him down in the face. dat's so humiliating. so i wanted to ask some other ppl along, which r my so-called frens. NONE of dem wanted to go ok. dey all said dey didn't wan to be a 'light-bulb'. watever dat means. so since no one wanted to go, i oso didn't wan to go. so juz now on msn,. i told him dat i had tuition on dat day, so i couldn't make it. n my nosey sister saw n she kept insisting dat i should go out wif him. den she said he sounded so sad. so i dunno if he is sad or wat.. anyway making another person feel sad is an offence of moralities. but i had no choice!!! i really didn't wanna go out wif him.

last thursday he oso asked me to go to hougang mall wif him to buy colour pencils. luckily dat day my father's fren was coming over to bring someting. so dat wasn't exactly a lie. but in the end my father's fren didn't come. ..... so i didn't lie!! it was my father's fren who didn't come. how would i noe wat time he will be coming?? he said he would be coming. irresponsibility is the word.

the excuse i gave him earlier was bcos houngang mall is so far... i haven't bathe... i dunno how to go to hougang mall frm my house... blah blah... den he said he oso haven't bathed. as for the 'hougang mall is very far' n the 'i dunno how to go to hougang mall' excuse, he said dat he would come n fetch me n send me back!!! omg. i mean, dat's sweet but.............








i dunno how to explain it!!!!!!!! gr.... i mean, he can go find some other girl. i'm not pretty or thin or nice!!!! no looks n no personality. how's dat?!?! so he can go n find some pretty n thing n nice girl!! WHY THE HELL WUN HE GO N FIND SOME PRETTY N THIN N NICE GIRL?!?!?!?!







God help me.

stupid sister

ha! i m damned pissed wif my sis. dis happened 2 days ago. actually i was prepared to forget abt it, but den i read her blog n she was bitchin' abt me. therefore as a full-fledged bitch, i shall bitch abt her back. besides dat, i m oso a scorpian. females scorpians forgive, but rarely forget... *evil laugh*

ok. so dis is wat happened. on thursday, me n her went to buy food frm yu kee while walking the dogs. i HATE to go to yu kee. not bcos i like one of the waiters dere or someting, but dey all look pervertic. i mean, seriously. n she wanted to buy a present for her fren so i waited for the food while she went to buy her present. she put cracker n peipei on the chair n i carried junior. dat dog. he is so damned heavy. like, 3--5 kgs ok. ok, watever. den the food came, n she was still
s-l-o-w-l-y picking her present. she didn't even choose anyting yet!! so i went to the shop n demanded her to hurry up. but she didn't care n still took her own sweet time. by then my hand which was carrying junior was already starting to have cramps. so FINALLY she came out of the shop wif her present.

by then my face was literally black. AND i had to carry the food. it was damned heavy lor. plus my hand already got cramp. when i asked her to carry the food, she said, 'each one carry one plastic bag wat!' oh, so i have to carry the heavy food n she just carried her itty-bitty-LIGHT present. i didn't want to argue wif her so juz carried the food back. n i was in a seriously foul mood n my mind was tinking of words dat match my mood which r too obscene to publish here.

juz bcos u r younger den me doesn't mean dat i always have to give to u ok. u better give ur elder sisters the respect dey deserve!! juz bcos u're the youngest doesn't mean dat mummy n daddy r always supporting u!!





i dun care if she reads dis. too pissed to care. too pissed to care abt anyting anymore.

exams AGAIN...n bitching too

haiz. i dunno why the hell my life is so damned boring. yawn. gonna sleep through my whole life. later i have tuition wif dat maxine ang again. n she asked me to do TWO MATHS practice papers ok!!! from the textbk!!! i hate to do sums frm the textbk!!! all give until so difficult one. aiyah heck care. if i dun do den must pay $50. yeah, rite.

anyway, tomorrow is the damned maths paper 2. dat's y i have tuition today. eeYUCK. den today i got the history & cme paper. the cme paper was damned easy lor. history ah... sure fail one. the stupid source based i dun even noe wat hell i writing man. n my STOOOPID pen. chose dat time to run out of ink!!!! luckily i got another extra black pen man. but dat black pen make my handwriting until very ugly. like scrawling. anyway. it serves dat sundaram rite anyway. she's the one who's gonna mark my paper.

n i saw my science marks for section A & B. i got 17/20 or section A n 40.5/50 for section B. so total i got 57.5/70 for sections A n B. not good enough. i noe the section C sure fail one lah. the stupid calculations. 4 marks leh!!! sob... dat stacy got the highest for sections A n B. such injustice. she n her big butt. can totally compete wif j.lo man. oh, sorry. let me correct myself. j.lo will totally lose if she can wif her. hahax. i sound like a bitch here, but on the other hand, i AM a bitch!!! bwahahahaha... therefore i shall continue bitching abt her!!

anyway, like i said, she got the highest for sections A n B. i CANNOT stand her ok. i mean, no one can. she's so damned spoilt n pampered n petty n short tempered lor. always expect others to give in to her. especially yvonne. she always wan yvonne to let her have her way. n when she doesn't den she will cry to gain sympathy. pathetic, isn't it? n not to mention her big ASS. i noe mine is not very small either, but trust me. her butt is, like, ten times bigger den mine. seriously!!! n when she walks, her butt will shake here n dere n wobble here wobble dere lor. like it's filled wif saggy fats. dun believe ask jaslin. AND she always suck up to the teachers lor. especially mr. ang. always act until so guai like dunno wat like dat. make me wanna puke man. n act so obedient like she's a model student. like, wateva!!!

ok. enough of bitching. ah.. feels good to bitch again. i have not been bitching recently. oh, wait. i juz did.

haix

nothing special abt today. tomorrow is my history n cme exam!!! i can't be bothered to study the damned history. whether or not i study i will still fail bcos of dat sundaram. yux. *yawn* really damned sian. need to get more excitement in my life.

today is the science n geography exam!!! i'm gonna flunk the damned science. i can't believe i got the stupid formula wrong!!!!!! P=E/t, E=P x t. i go n put E=P/t leh!!!! no wonder my answer all wrong lah!!! gr. lost 4 marks. idiot. stupid ting. n i study so hard to memorise the definitions of potential difference n electromotive force, n guess wat definition came out? CURRENT. omg. i seriously didn't noe how to answer man. so i juz put, 'current is the amount of energy passing through a circuit'. hope i get dat right.

anyway, i filed n buffed my nails last nite. now dey look so nice!!!! so shiny n smooth n... well, everyting nice u can tink of. i can't believe i did it myself!!! of course my right hand nails dun look as nice as my left hand nails cos i'm right-handed wat. but dey still look nice for a beginner!!!!

seriously. my life is one big YAWN. so boring. i'm juz sitting here waiting for someting exciting to happen. oh, yeah. on saturday i was smsing ong jian guo. n, being the kayoh girl dat i m, i wanted to ask if u-noe-who got stead or not. since ong jina guo is u-noe-who's fren, den i decided to ask him. so i asked him in an indirect way, 'u noe u got one fren rite.. last time in ur class one.. but now not in ur class liao.. now in du huiping's class. wat's his name ah?' den he replied, 'dun wanna tell u later i jealous. haha..jk jk.. (his name is) aaron but u can only treat him as frenz but not stead.' den i said, 'oh really? why huh..' den he replied, 'y..u wanna be his stead arx..' den i said, 'NO LAH!!!! juz asking rite.. like u ask abt my fren like dat (cos he asked abt li zhen last time)... so y??' den he say at nite den tell me. so i smsed him back at nite n he didn't reply!!! idiotic guy. my curiousity is killing me. i need to noe!!!!!!!!!! anyway i decided not to talk to ong jian guo anymore. bcos i hate ppl, especially guys, who dun keep their promises!!! if he didn't wanna tell me, y can't he juz say so?!?!!? idiotic shit. hmpf!!! i shall find out the truth somehow.

my favourite song at the moment...

Obviously
Mcfly

Recently i've been
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl
Who's out of this world
Believe me

She's got a boyfriend
He drives her round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me

For so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now

Cos obviously she's out of my league
But how can i win
She keeps dragging me in
And i know I never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her

Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now
Yeah
Off to L.A
And that's where i'll stay
For two years

Put her behind me (put her behind me)
And go to a place where she can't find me

Cos obviously she's out of my league
I'm wasting my time
Cos she'll never be mine
And i know I never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her

She's out of my hands
And i never know where i stand
Cos i'm not good enough for her
Good enough for her x6

Cos obviously she's out of my league
I'm wasting my time
Cos she'll never be mine
And i know I never will be good enough for her

Cos obviously she's out of my league
But how can i win
She keeps dragging me in
And i know I never will be good enough for her

Cos obviously she's out of my league
I'm wasting my time
Cos she'll never be mine
And i know i never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her

singapore idol

god. watched s'pore idol yesterday. n i won $30!!!!!! cos i bet with my mother dat christopher will be IN. but she insisted dat he would be OUT. so watever. i won!!! hahaha... i KNEW he wun be out so fast one lor.... everyone loves him!!!! omg... he's so damned cute!!!! how the hell does he bao yang his face until like dat??? his complexion is so gooood.... anyway. i noe i'm drooling here.

i can't believe dat david is out!!! WHY???? he's so cute!!!! y isn't jerry out??!!?!?! dat stupid retard... whole day down dere act cute but instead looks so damned RETARDED. y??? david is cute ok. like a little boi.... hahax. sob.... but luckily olinda is in. i like olinda. n SYLVESTER!!! although he very beng but i still like him. why the hell did he go n dye his hair for??? yuck. now look like some golden-hair monkey. a baboon. ewwwwww... hm.. wat else.. oh yeah. i hate maia. y isn't she out?!!?!? so act one leh she.. cock eye some more.

i decided i like leandra. i like her voice. hahax. but her mouth is crooked.

gr. i dun care. jerry MUST be out by next week. poor david!!!!!!!!!! *sob* he look like he was gonna cry u noe..... y y y y y y y y is he out?!?!?!?!?! singaporeans have absolutely NO taste. who voted for jerry in anyway??? i tink dey miscalculated the votes n mistook jerry's votes for david's votes. so in the end david got out!!!! nooooooo.......

close one

*phew* today sundaram didn't catch me. i was completely terrorised. i was SO scared she will appear out of nowhere!!!!!!! anyway, she saw me but i tink she couldn't be bothered anymore. haha. looked like she was in a bad mood. i tink she should juz resign n bring more happiness to herself n others, that is, ME!!!!! haha. i completely avoided her today. hee hee....

today connie n li zhen brought free ice lemon tea for all of us. dey got it frm the vending machine outside the staff rm!!! dat vending machine is a bit mad. the ice lemon tea costs $0.40, n once u put in the money, juz keep pressing on the third 'ice lemon tea' button, den packets of ice lemon tea will keep falling out of the machine until u stop pressing!!! the best ting is dat u can get ur money back oso leh!!! juz press the refund button n the $0.40 will come out. hahax.... who said dere's no free lunch, or in dis case, drinks in dis world?!?!?! the bad ting is everyone goes dere to get free drinks so it's always sold out. anyway, connie n li zhen got EIGHT packets for us!!! mad. i drank 2 packets of ice lemon tea n my whole stomach was BLOATED. den dey still wanted to go n get more packets!!! kiasu singaporeans i tell u. but luckily it was sold out!!! hhahahaahah.....

hm... wat else happened today.... oh yeah. i got my MT paper today. it was not as difficult as i tot. very good. except the li jie wen da was hard. for the 5 marks qn i write one sentence only, n for the 3 marks qn i write until like dunno wat. mad rite??? *lame*

haiz. on monday will be the maths n lit paper. i dunno where my Charlotte's Web bk go to!!!! i need to study for my lit!!! n maths... haiz.... dun need to say liao... sure fail one. luckily the paper is mrs chan set one. if it's mrs tai set one i sure die ah. luckily now she's pregnant n gonna give birth dat's y she can't set the paper. haha...hop she have a smooth delivery although she sets really damned difficult maths papers!!!

u noe wat dat idiot yih yu juz said on msn??? he say he wanna hack my e mail!!!! cos i said i'm gonna hack his tibia account!! anyway dat's not the point. the point is, i told him dat he couldn't hack me e mail cos he didn't noe the password den he said dat my password was 'i love don'!!! omg... dat idiot is mad. who would choose such a lame password... n besides i dun even love don in the first place. MAD LAMER.

exams bubba

haiz. today is the first day of my exams. i got a feeling dat i'll fail terribly. especially in maths & scince. n maybe d n t. n maybe history. usually i wun fail history but after today, i've got a feeling i will.

all thanz to sundaram AGAIN. HOW many times, i ask, HOW many times must she ask me dat question?? 'is dat y u quit the prefectorial board?' i felt like slapping her damned face. is it her problem whether or not i quit? even if i dun quit, i STILL wun be doing my duty. so wat's the use?!?!?! anyway. i was waiting for lim shih yann after the english paper 1 today. i was wif li zhen, joline, connie n jaslin n we were all waiting for 2e3. lim shih yann, dis is all ur fault!!!!!! forever take so long to come out!!!!! anyway, as i said, we were waiting for her, the royal highness. *rolls eyes* den dis idiotic sundaram walked passed. i dunno how the hell she noticed ok. i mean, my hair was totally covering my earsticks ok!!! den she pointed at me n said, 'take off ur ear sticks. is dat y u quit the prefectorial board?? (again) so dat u can go n pierce a few more ear holes??? socks oso wrong. (i was wearing coloured ankle socks today. like i care.) u WERE a good girl. WERE. past tense.' den she walked off. like i care whether i WAS a good girl or not. blehx. stupid ass. she didn't come to sch for 2 days which was yesterday n tuesday. n dose two days were the days on which i have history. haha!! so i missed history for the whole week!!! now i bet she will fail me lor. do u noe how biased she is???? even if i write a beautiful, nice, wonderful answer for her, i bet she'll juz put on big cross. hmpf!! anyway, i dun care bcos history is not important. wat's important is english n maths n science. these 3 subjects will be the one to determine which class i go to next yr!!!

ok. so maybe i WAS a bit worried. but den my worry disappeared when she walked past our class before the english paper 2 exam n scolded renfeng. n the way she scolded renfeng was like, a million times worser den wat she scolded me. i mean, she practically screamed at her. ok, not screamed. juz shouted lah. cos renfeng has like three earholes n each ear n she put ear sticks in all except for the left ear last ear hole. den sundaram walked past n i DUNNO how she noticed the ear sticks AGAIN. she shouted at renfeng, 'take off ur ear sticks!! take off ur ear sticks!! n the thumb ring oso!!!' wah lau. is dere even such a ting as a thumb ring?? i heard of toe ring, but thumb ring??? anyway, i put on my ear sticks again, but when i saw her scolding renfeng, i took dem off again. n LUCKILY i took dem off man. she was the setter of the paper, n when she came to our class, she was STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!!! i didn't even dare to look at her. n i totally forgot if i took off my ear sticks or not. so when she went, i felt my ears to see if i took dem off, and *phew* i did. close shave!!!!

tomorrow is the MT paper. my chinese standard has gone down!!! shall have to study soon. bleh. tonight going for the body rolling tingy i guess. not sure.

i used to tink dat my father was biased n my mother was the fair one. but now i realize dat i was wrong. BOTH of dem r biased. i shan't elaborate.

heng ah

mdm chua printed out another sheet of the lit CA2 marks. she's a saint!!! now she didn't give it to nurul (cos he was absent) n she gave it to susil. he made sure dat he SAW everyone signing the paper n dis time it didn't go missing. responsibilty u noe...

anyway, i asked jaslin is i looked fierce. den she said yes!!! she said dat i 'look fierce n not serious'. HELLOOOOO??? how can a person look fierce n not serious at the same time?????? haiz...

lim shih yann is now in my house. i'm giving her english tuition!!!!! she's writing the factual account. on the top of her paper still write wat 'araxes loves aaron'. MAD. n she used me n his name in her stupid account!!!!!!! factual account supposed to be her experience, not ours. n how many times must i say dat i do NOT love him?!?!?!?!? as u can see in my previous post, the song is 'so yesterday' by hilary duff. there's a part in the song which says, 'thank you, you made my mind up for me, when you started to ignore me.' dat's rite. he started to ignore me first. therefore i shall ignore him back. hmpf!!!!!! stupid guy.

anyway i realized dat i dun like the guy frm my class anymore. yeah yeah. one day only rite. so wat???? like i care. i now do not like anyone. haha.... u

ode to dat EX special someone (u noe who)

So Yesterday
Hilary Duff


You can change your life(if you wanna)
You can change your clothes(if you wanna)
If can change your mind
Well that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat('Cuz I wanna)
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today
Not today
Not today,
'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok

You can say you're bored(If you wanna)
You could act real tough(If you wanna)
You could say you're torn
But I've heard enough
Thank you
You've made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
You won't see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here

At least not today
Not today
Not today,
'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok

If you're over me
I'm already over you
If it's all been done
What is left to do
How can you hang up
If the line is dead
If you wanna walk out
I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on
I'm already gone
If the light is off
Then it isn't on

At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard you're so (yesterday)

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok

u may not believe it, but it's true

i noe dis may sounds unbelievable but.... i no longer like HIM anymore!!! i noe dis sounds familiar... but now it is true!!! i swear. he has been replaced by another guy frm my class. dis guy frm my class--his name oso starts wif an 'A'. he's oso a guai kia like u-noe-who. i dunno y, but i always like guai kias. dun ask me why. anyway, it is true. but dis guy is very quiet. his smile is very nice!!! bcos he rarely smiles.. he is the quietest person in our class.... many ppl will agree. anyway now i got nothing to say... so shall sign off for now!!!

touching movie!!! must watch!!!

hm. yesterday watched the New Police Story at amk wif father, maxine n claudia. dunno y. father had dis sudden urge to go n watch a movie. mother didn't go bcos she went to play mahjong at my cousin's house. -_-" anyway. the movie was DAMNED nice lor. starred jackie chan (my favourite!!!), n nicholas tse. he is damned shuai n cool lor. n very funny oso. har har. every part he appear always very funny one. although edison chen is still more shuai den him. hahahahahah.... anyway, the biggining of the movie was quite disgusting. the poor crew of jackie chan!!! he brought nine of his members to nab a crazy group of police-haters, n ALL NINE OF DEM DIED. besides jackie chan of course. the hero nvr dies!! haha.. the bad guy was also quite shuai, but nicholas tse was more shuai. a pity edison chen nvr act in dat show, if not i will give the show 5 stars. the storyline n everyting is so good!! besides the beginning of course. it was really very disgusting. yuck. i might go n watch it again. it has action & comedy & romance!! my 3 favourite movie genres!! the last part was very romantic. jackie chan still wanted to marry his gf although she already has, like, half her face disfigured. *touched* n nicholas tse ended up wif a very very very--hm, how should i say dis-- naive BUT cute policewoman. i tink dat girl acted in sun wukong as the fairy zilan. ah!!!!! nice show. everyone should go n watch it!!! ahahaahah...

ok. back to today. HE cut his hair. it looks H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E. i noe i sound mean n all dat, but... really!!! he shaved the sides of his head n now only the center of his head has hair. i mean, of course the sides also have hair, but it's like super short. VERY super short. jaslin oso agrees dat his hairstyle doesn;t suit him. she keeps saying dat his hair look very 'ancient'. n today she began listing all his bad points. juz bcos i OCCASIONALLY badmouth her dear little CS (not counterstrike by the way). ok. according to jaslin, these r his bad points:

1. he's a pai kia. juz bcos he tried to burn his classmate's hair last yr. er, hello??? he has so completely changed liao. n he totally got his punishment: public caning in front of all the lower sec. i dunno the sch dun let the upper sec see. hm...

2. he has no taste. see aforementioned haircut.

3. he's a nerd. at dis point i juz said, 'how can he be a nerd if he's a pai kia????' n i laughed n laughed n laughed. but she said dat he LOOKS like a nerd.

4. he's too tall. (look who's toking!!!!) as if it's his fault dat he's tall.

5. he already has a stead. dis one not confirmed yet, but bcos i kept insisting dat he has one, dat idiotic girl oso go along wif me. she's supposed to console me. anyway i m sure he has a stead. not in dis sch, but i bet in another sch. anyway even if he DOESN'T have a stead, i'm sure he wouldn't like me. his class got one da chiobu lor. only idiots wun like her. both of dem r so compatible. i can juz PICTURE dem together. bleh.

apart frm the last one, the rest of her reasons r so unreasonable. i dunno how she can even tink of dem.

dead dead dead

haiz.. today has been a heartwrenching day. hm...

dis morning mother tot i had no sch despite me telling her the night before SOOO many time dat i had sch today!!!!!! cos today is children's day n claudia ang no sch. hello, children's day is for pri sch n kindergarten only lah!!! so anyway, she woke me up at 6.30. luckily father was at home n sent me to sch!! haha....

anyway. dunno which idiot go n lose my class literature marks for CA2!!!!! I M SO GONNA KILL DAT IDIOT. now mdm chua is so mad dat she is gonna give the whole class ZERO for the CA!!!! omg. she said dat if u fail ur CA u will definitely fail ur lit. dunno whether she was trying to scare us or wat. i mean, CA only take up 15% rite? i noe SA1 take up 25%, n SA2 take up up 45%. so dat's 70%. den i tink CA1 take up 15%. so dat's.... 85%. argh!!!!! CA2 is oso 15%!!! so i better score for the lit exam man. if not i'm dead! at least nvr lose the english CA marks. thanx to richielyn n sonika, the english reps. at least they have responsibilty. dat stupid nurul, the lit rep, dun even care ah. so irresponsible one. hmpf. he started pushing the blame to susil, the asst. lit rep. luckily susil was not a pushover!!!! hahahaahah.... but he very bad-temper one. very scary when he's angry. anyway, back to the english marks. luckily they nvr lose the english marks. if lose the english marks den i sure cannot go to 3e3, to class of my choice. it's course is: bio/chem. i dun wanna go to the 1st class, which is 3e2, cos the course dere is pure chem, physics/bio. i hate physics. need to memorise to stupid formulas. n surprisingly, 3e1 will be the last class, which consists of physics/bio, n has art/d n t. 3e4 is physics/chem. therefore i shall put 3e3 as my first choice, den maybe 3e4 or 3e2 as my second. i will NEVER put 3e1 as my choice cos got ART. i hate art.

haiz. i juz discovered dat after so many weeks, i still like HIM. it's disgusting. i have decided dat i detest myself. y?????? y can't i control my own damned feelings?!?!?! i m disgusted at myself. yuck. yuck. yuck. yuck!!!!!!! gr............ anyway dat's not all. he does not go to the library during recess nowadays. even if he does, he will go for like, abt 5 mins only. therefore i m now trying to get myself to hate him n ignore him. he started to ignore me first wat. my acting skills r rather good. all my frens tink dat i'm over him. ahahahaha...

tonight got tuition. dun wanna go!!! my chinese standard is dropping!!!!!! my EVERYTING is dropping!!!! except maths cos my teacher give us the solution BEFORE giving us the test!! haha. haiz...... science went up by 12 marks. erm... english still the same, but when i took the end of yr english paper 2003, i only got 30/50!!! even beatrice got more den me!!! she got 32/50 lor!!!! but luckily jaslin nvr. hahaha... i'm so bad rite. not a gd fren!!