sheesh

ok so i sounded harsh in the last post. wateva. anyway, i tink i did someting bad today... i made someone feel sad. at least, dat's wat my wise sister said(maxine ang) said.

i shall not mention the person's name. dat's practically adding insult to injury. although i may be a bitch, but i only bitch abt ppl who deserve it. hahax. i'm a caring bitch u noe. erm.. so let's call the person.... HP. not dat his initials r HP, only bcos i was looking at my handphone so i decided to call the 'someone' HP.

anyway, last week he asked me to go to j8 wif him. actually i didn't wan to, but i'm not as heartless as joline to turn him down in the face. dat's so humiliating. so i wanted to ask some other ppl along, which r my so-called frens. NONE of dem wanted to go ok. dey all said dey didn't wan to be a 'light-bulb'. watever dat means. so since no one wanted to go, i oso didn't wan to go. so juz now on msn,. i told him dat i had tuition on dat day, so i couldn't make it. n my nosey sister saw n she kept insisting dat i should go out wif him. den she said he sounded so sad. so i dunno if he is sad or wat.. anyway making another person feel sad is an offence of moralities. but i had no choice!!! i really didn't wanna go out wif him.

last thursday he oso asked me to go to hougang mall wif him to buy colour pencils. luckily dat day my father's fren was coming over to bring someting. so dat wasn't exactly a lie. but in the end my father's fren didn't come. ..... so i didn't lie!! it was my father's fren who didn't come. how would i noe wat time he will be coming?? he said he would be coming. irresponsibility is the word.

the excuse i gave him earlier was bcos houngang mall is so far... i haven't bathe... i dunno how to go to hougang mall frm my house... blah blah... den he said he oso haven't bathed. as for the 'hougang mall is very far' n the 'i dunno how to go to hougang mall' excuse, he said dat he would come n fetch me n send me back!!! omg. i mean, dat's sweet but.............








i dunno how to explain it!!!!!!!! gr.... i mean, he can go find some other girl. i'm not pretty or thin or nice!!!! no looks n no personality. how's dat?!?! so he can go n find some pretty n thing n nice girl!! WHY THE HELL WUN HE GO N FIND SOME PRETTY N THIN N NICE GIRL?!?!?!?!







God help me.