damn. the damned ear has not healed. instead, there is now a piece of dried blood surrounding the damned ear stud. DISGUSTING? hell yeah.


anyway. didn't really wanna go to sch today but instead decided to cos today got the band full u to try on tie. for fun. wasn't as bad as i tot. maybe it looks especially bad for xerxes. :P.

hahax. anyway. thanx to some miracle i managed to pull through the whole day without any pain in my ear. n managed to blow my horn oso. dat's good anyway. i tink my flu is going soon. dat's good too.


i've tot of a perfect song. wahahaha. u'll see. anyway, when u read dis post u would already have seen the song above. so wat's the point. yu zhen keeps asking me to go to her church. on SUNDAY. last time i went before. it was quite fun, n had quite a few shuai ge, but i couldn't keep cheating myself to go to a a place of religion when i dun even believe in the religion in the first place. yeah. n dat's christianity. for the cme project jaslin decided to do on christianity. maybe it will change my mind on it. i mean, i feel touched abt the jesus dying on the cross ting. wat's it called again? crucifix or someting like dat. i mean, i noe it feels so damned pain ok. i see the picture liao already feel so weak. ewwwww.


i tink it has someting to do wif my pri sch. cos dere always make Jesus sound so proud. like, 'u have to listen to me or...' like threatening or wat. n wat's dis abt all ppl HAVE TO follow christianity? wat abt the other religions? the hindus? the muslims? i remember when i was young like abt 7 or 8, i wanted to be a catholic so bad, cos catholics seemed so 'high class' to me then. but i couldn't cos i was a taoist. anyway, den now i'm a freethinker, n couldn't be happier. anselm paul explained the diff bewteen freethinker n atheist today. freethinker means believe a little in every religion. but athiest dun believe in religion at all. so i AM a pure freethinker. i believe in a bit of everyting.

dis post seems quite deep man. it's rare cos i dun usually post 'deep' tings on my blog. n bryan oei is gonna kill me if he reads dis.