FINALLY CAN BLOG. stupid blogger. sign in so many times still dunno wat cannot be found sia.


haiz. been feeling depressed n sick these few days. my throat hurts. can't laugh. can't smile. even if i laugh i'm only forcing myself, or rather, in self-denial. so ppl, pls put up wif my mood swings for a while yeah? n trust me, it's not PMS.


it's not cos of sch work or anyting. juz feel depressed. it's good to be in depression. yeah, my self esteem & confidence goes down, but at least i lose weight. like last time. i'd rather be in depression n lose weight than to have no depression n get fatter by each SECOND. like dat araxes wannabe. eww. maybe in the end i'll end up killing myself or someting. no promises.




dis is such a depressing post. haiz.. can't help it cos i'm depressed ma. therefore i shall take dis time to congratulate all the happy ppl in dis world. especially the happy couples:

1. anthony ang n molly chua. my parents. who else?
2. maxine ang n mai. although not official, but hey.
3. claudia ang n melvin/delvin. can't decide between the two.
4. shih yann n her shuai ge.
5. li zhen n *ahem*
6. jaslin n *ahem*
7. jay n his reporter gf.
8. u-noe-who n his mushroom. (dunno who dis mushroom is, but whoever she is, she's a lucky girl. cherish the moments k? he's a good guy, except dat he, u noe, smokes.)
9. ren feng n her stead frm peicai.
10. azhar n his crush. hope he can finally win her heart.

damned. i m so bloody depressed ok. ho hum. wat else. oh yes. i do not understand y ong go n put dat nazruddin back lor!!! wat the hell. so idiotic lor. he's such an irritating, thick-skinned, arrogant male chauvinistic PIG. he sux. i tot after ong kick him out he will change for the better, but apparently NO. he is worse than before. he is such an ASSHOLE. n worse of all he is sitting next to me. i'd choose bernard over him any time.

shall post a song next. hahax. everytime feel depressed den will post songs. cos songs express me.