i woke up crying at 11.30.


i had a sad dream.


i was in batam ( again), & i had dis magic card, which would transform into a flying chair if i held the card at my butt & asked it to tranform into a magic chair & juz jump, & it would take me flying. & no, dat's not the sad part. i kinda liked dat part cos it felt like i was really flying, or rather, the chair was flying wif me seated on it.


anyway, the magic chair was like a living thing. it had a face & one time i jumped but the card refused to transform into the chair & everyone in the batam shopping centre looked at me like some idiot grabbing her own butt & jumping away. :x


den suddenly it started raining, & i wanted to get home, or rather, to the hotel, but the stupid magic card wasn't working, so i shared an unbrella wif dis guy, who was 30 yrs old. dun ask me how i knew he was 30. in dreams, u juz noe, u noe?


den we were abt to reach the hotel when the guy suddenly turned into a dog!! surprisingly, the dog looked a LOT like junior. u noe, a short fur chihuahua wif big big eyes. & the dog could speak! he said, "put me down." & den i saw dat i was carrying the dog.


so i out him down, & he went to lie in a muddy hole underneath some bushes at the side of the road. he looked like he was dying. & i said, "wat r u doing??"

& he said, "i'm going to die. i want to die here so dat my family wun cry when dey see me dying."


den i started crying & crying. i woke up, & i could hear myself sobbing away into my pillow. i came out of my room & peipei came to me excitedly, as she always does when i wake up. i carried her & hugged her & cried into her fur. she seemed so shocked, bcos it's been a long time since her owner cried in front of her, u noe?


junior was lying on the dining room chair, & he had dat same expression as when the dog in my dreams was dying!!!! OMG. he looked shocked too, & concerned.



i dunno wat's wrong wif me today. cry for no reason over 1 dream. i'm
going mad.




oh yeah. claudia ang is getting madder each day as well. she really IS infatuated/obsessed wif justin. & she keeps saying I'M the one dat likes him.


she's the one dat keeps toking to him on msn. & yesterday, when i was reading in my bed, she suddenly came in & said, "justin is SOOO sweet!!!" wif dis girlish giggle. ugh.



she's mad. at least, madder than usual. i rest my case.



i am falling in love wif the new song by the backstreet boys., 'Crawling Back To You.' i like the tune only. the lyrics.. hm...


i shall post the song.