today had the e maths ppr retest. i seriously tink dat dis one is easier than the other one. i dunno y. if i fail dis one AND get lower marks than the other one i tink i might as well kill myself.


anyway, stayed back for a maths. FINALLY learnt how to do the complete the square ting. last time i dun even noe a single ting abt it n when i asked maxine ang she oso dunno. -_-" i found out dat i still noe how to do remainder and factor theorem! it's a miracle. i simply do NOT understand y i can remember the not-so-important topics n yet forget the so-called important ones like log n coordinate geometry. the mid yr exam dunno how i managed to grasp a teeny weeny bit of coordinate geometry. n btw i tink i got the qn wrong anyway.


oh well. i oso do not understand y ppl simply dun believe me when i say i'm gonna drop to normal. i am! see my subjects all like shit like dat. i remember i had the same worry as in sec 1, but dat's not the point, bcos dis time it feels real. sobx. dun miss me ppl. u can still see me in sch. :(


anselm paul say he's rather us retain in sec 3 express than to drop to sec 4 normal. is the normal stream in our sch really dat bad? he said dat if u go to normal, u cannot study bcos the study environment is not dere.


for once i'd like to see wat he means by dat.