still having insomnia, but not as bad anymore. now have to listen to zhou jie lun every nite before i can sleep.


i finally figured out wat i love abt zhou jie lun liao. it's not his looks. got many tings. firstly, it's his SMILE. his cute, shy, one dimpled smile. secondly, it's his HONESTY. at least he didn't deny dat his stubble in the zhi zhan zhi shang mtv was fake. n he oso faces up to the fact dat during his concerts, he cannot memorize his lyrics properly. n dat he cannot dance.

thirdly, it's his SINGING. no, his singing is not good. but it's the feeling he expresses. esp in slow songs, for ege, wa jie, an jing, gui ji, ge qian..

dat's actually the main points lah. i tinks till got more but still haven't tink yet.



so many days nvr use com liao. it feels good to be 'home', behind the monitor.


wednesday i went to do flag day. actually i dun need to do one. is shih yann dey all need. 3e3 & 3e4 ppl lah. ut i juz went wif dem cos i wanted to leave band early. :p

cos dat day got band frm 8 to 12. den we left at 10. haha. dat day didn't even play man. juz do warm up den ong come n explain dunno wat ting lah. for ONE HOUR. den when we wanna go liao den he wanna play pirates of the caribbean. he gu yi one lor.


den went to hougang cos dey must collect the tins n flags dere. not the whole class of 3e3 go. cos dey last time nvr do. cos tan siew eng dun let dem go. cos dat time got syf.

dis time the flag day is for youths under risks. dat's wat tan say. got a longer, more detailed explanation but cannot remember liao.

the 2 supervisors in charge of us were 2 guys called marshall & khairul. wahaha. dey so easy to bully one. frm acjc one. cos dey were wearing acjc shirts. not the uniform.

anyway, we went to causeway point to do. i tell u it's damn hot lor. n the ppl dere r so bloody ungenerous. i helped li zhen collect 50 cents!!! hahaha. dun xiao kan 50 cents ok...

finally we finish at 5++. den we went back to hougang to return the tins. on the bus 161 i played hangman wif li zhen & xerxes. stupid xerxes. he purposely wanna make me lose lor. hmpf.


n when i went home i was so damn tired although i didn't even do anyting. haha. n i slept like a baby. but sadly, the next morning had to wake up early cos got english lesson.


den after english lesson got band. sec 1s r slowly coming into the main band liao.



yesterday during band i almost bao xue guan lor. thanx to my 3 DEAR juniors. bloody hell. so idiotic lor. i was shouting away at dem.


n all 3 conductors saw. dat's wat dat bernard said anyway.



ARGHH. juz my luck. everytime dey see me is when i'm shouting at the juniors. later dey tink i always bully dem. but dat's not the truth lor!! is dey always bully me lor!!! idiotic.


later gonna cut hair liaos. i feel like shaving bald n let my hair regrow, but dun dare to. :s