i FINALLY understand y 'to kill a mockingbird' is titled 'to kill a mockingbird', instead of 'bloody racism' or 'nigger-lover'.


as quoted directly frm pg 90 of 'to kill a mockingbird':

When he gave us our air rifles Atticus wouldn't teach us to shoot.Uncle Jack instructed us in the rudiments thereof; he said Atticus wasn't interested in guns. Atticus said to Jem one day, "I'd rather you shot at tin cans in the back yard, but I know you'll go after birds. Shoot all the bluejays you want, if you can hit 'em, but remember it's a sin to kill a mockingbird."

That was the only time I ever heard Atticus say it was a sin to do something, and I asked Miss Maudie about it.

"You father's right," she said. "Mockingbirds don't do one thing but make music for us to enjoy. They don't eat up people's gardens, don't nest in corncribs, they don't do one thing but sing their hearts out for us. That's why it's a sin to kill a mockingbird."






there. i tell u it's hard to keep putting capital letters ok. but gotta respect the book. anyway. a negro is like a mockingbird. cos mockingbirds dun do anyting wrong wat. den negroes oso didn't do anyting wrong, but ppl r prejudiced against dem cos dey're black. therefore, juz as it is a sin to kill a mockingbird, it is oso a sin to kill a negro, or anyone dat didn't do anyting wrong. therefore, the book is titled 'to kill a mockingbird', cos ppl r trying to wipe out negroes, or rather 'mockingbirds'.



WHOAAAAAAAAA. deep tinking huh.



i m so smart. wahaha.



but haven't finish reading the book, so dunno whether the tom robinson will lose the case or not. juz started part 2. part 2 is better than part 1 lor. part 1 juz toking crap only. waste my time reading it man. doesn't even have connection. hmpf.



YAY. i found out another 2 secrets again!!!~ wahaha. i m bursting wif secrets. now i noe i can too keep secrets ok. it is safe to tell me secrets!!! i m not a big mouth as many ppl tink!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOB. i m misjudged!!!! sob sob sob. n no, the secrets does not have anyting to do wif u, anonymous person.



arghhhhhhgahahaggahagahaghah. sch starts tomorrow. I HATE SCH. or rather, the new system. i m 100% not loving sch anymore. i used to ok, cos got MOTIVATION. but now dun have. damn. juz looking forward to see wat dat jaslin chew has to say. last time she tok half way den dun wanna tok den she say sch reopen den explain.



I DUN WANNA SIT IN FRONT!!!!



ok, fine. i dun mind sitting in front, if it's at the corner. i hate all seats in the middle columns. like the 2nd & 3rd columns. dunno y lah.



& i hope i dun sit next to any quiet ones. can't stand sitting next to quiet ppl. although jaslin is quiet oso. the only really quiet ppl i m close to is jaslin & lim shih yann. but lim shih yann is getting louder & louder!!!! n at least can communicate wif jaslin chew rite. haiz.





I M SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO SCH.



the fact dat i haven't started any hw except english is another matter.



should have transferred sch when i had a chance. still say wat, "we will consider having lockers bcos we noe ur bags r heavy."



YEAH RITE. now no more homeroom system still consider wat hell lockers lah.



n besides, my bag is not heavy. it doesn't even weigh 1 kg. i dun tink it weighs more than 999g. haha.


ha. ha. ha. the heaviest ting in my bag is my file. cos all the teachers give notes now. hahahahaha.


except social studies. geog. maths. chinese.



BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.



juz took a personality disorder test which i found out frm keslyn's blog. i have a dependent pesonality disorder!! *gasp* it says here:


Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. Dependents often remain in abusive relationships. Over-sensitivity to disapproval is common. Dependents often feel helpless and depressed.


Symptoms of dependent personality disorder:

Difficulty making decisions
Feelings of helplessness when alone
Suicidal thoughts upon rejection
Submissiveness
Deeply hurt by mild criticism or disapproval
Unable to meet ordinary demands of life


OMGGGGG. OH MY GOD!!!!!


den after dat i took a Dante's Inferno Test, to see which level of hell i will be banished to after death. dere r 9 levels, & i'm at level 6!!


Level 6 - The City of Dis
You approach Satan's wretched city where you behold a wide plain surrounded by iron walls. Before you are fields full of distress and torment terrible. Burning tombs are littered about the landscape. Inside these flaming sepulchers suffer the heretics, failing to believe in God and the afterlife, who make themselves audible by doleful sighs. You will join the wicked that lie here, and will be offered no respite. The three infernal Furies stained with blood, with limbs of women and hair of serpents, dwell in this circle of Hell.



as u can see, level 6 is for ppl who dun believe in God. Heretics, as the test calls it. oh well. wat can i do. ppl can't force me to believe in God anyway. does God really exist??


dun kill me now.