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i admit i sounded very pathetic in the last blog... caouldn't help it... felt miserable bcos i had a really bad day.... didn't get the mark i wanted for the stupid science test bcos of the stoopid physics... n bcos of stooooooopid maths as usual.... plus the fact dat i tink HE already has a stead... hAiZ.... anyway feeling better today, felt prettier today... have been dieting for abt six days liao... still no results... haiz... anyway both shih yann n jaslin both disagreed dat he had a stead cos if he had a stead he would be wif her all the time n not wif guys all the time... can only come up wif 2 conclusions... 1)he's gay (GASP!!!! pls dun....) and 2) his stead is in another sch (noooooooooooooooooooooo)

either way, he doesn't like me. although dose two aforementioned ppl kept insisting dat he kept looking in my direction (yeah, rite) bcos today i had to go for library duty n he was dere... i tink cos he had a private maths lesson wif his maths teacher. at least one ting's for sure: he's weak in maths JUZ LIKE ME. hahaha... for once maths has a benefit for me. anyway, as i've said, he went to the library for some maths tingy n i was doing counter today. i checked out some bks n den proceeded to put the bks on the trolley for the shelving ppl to shelve dem. den dose two aforementioned mad ppl told me when i went back dat when i went to put the bks he was looking! i dunno if dey were the telling the truth or of dey were lying to make me happy or wat. i tink he already guessed dat i like him lor... thanx to dose 2 big mouths... hmpf...

okok. anyway, toking abt library, someting funny happened dere today. today gavin came to look for jasmine AGAIN. juz when he recover frm his stupid fever. he wanna become sick again izit. anyway me n jasmine went to the toilet n when we came out we got a shock. he was juz waiting dere ok!!! den he n his frens cornered jasmine n tried to get her to listen to him. poor girl. anyway i was juz a bystander. i was juz laughing at the show. haha. den his frens chased me away n dey ran away themselves so as to not disturb the 'couple'. when jasmine tried to go away gavin even tried to stop her by cornering her against the wall. nvr seen anyting like dat before. so i went back to the library. i noe when i'm not wanted :) after going abck to the library i was scared dat the ms chang will scold me cos i went to the toilet wif jasmine but came back alone so i went out to find her. 2nd attempt: failed. his frens chased me away again n tried to dump me wif ong jian guo. ok, let me explain: dere r four ppl in dis gavin's group: gavin, koh wei ting, ong jian guo n a guy whose name i dunno. anyway, back to the story. i dunno wat's wrong wif his frens; dey keep saying dat i m ong jian guo's stead but i'm NOT!!! anyway, i was trying to go n get jasmine but gavin tan's stupid frens keep stopping me. juz when i wanted to say someting, the ong jian guo said in chinese, "ay, dun bully her lah." den the nameless guy said "oh yeah, cannot bully her, ur stead hor." den koh wei ting said, pretending to be sad, "aiyah, dun disturb dem lah. dere got one couple (referring to gavin & jasmne) n here got one couple... no one want us..." den he pretended to be SO sad wif the nameless guy. i didn't even noe wat to say. dey r mad. anyway back to gavin & jasmine. meanwhile, jasmine was still trying to get away frm gavin. i tried to pull jasmine away but gavin stopped her again den i gave up n went back to the library. den i considered n tot it was too risky so i went out again. 3rd attempt: success but barely. when i was dragging jasmine away she shouted in chinese, "stop pestering me, i will nvr accept u!!!" but dat guy juz didn't give up. -_-" juz when jasmine was going to reach the library door the gavin kept stopping ehr n kept saying 'dun be like dat lah' all dat stuff u noe. dat was definitely interesting. so we returned to the library n jasmine kept trying to hide frm gavin for another half an hour before we could go home. the end~ lame rite? anyway dat guy already like jasmine for abt one yr already n he's not bad juz dat he's frm normal tech. y can't she accept him???? haiz...

p.s. juz had a thought. realized dat HE knew gavin's gang. wat if koh wei ting n others told HIM dat i'm ong jian guo's stead den he will tink i m not single!!!! ah!!!! no chance liao.... :'(