blehx...

i can't stand dis. i've tot abt him today for approximately--oh, i dunno--a GADZILLION times??? i m so disgusted wif myself. i m not dis type of girl!!! dis is the longest i've ever like a guy u noe dat?? blehx... abt 1 week n 2 days... the song of my life (see previous post) is really true.. 不该爱又爱的冲动.. (the urge not to love but yet love) dis is in the 2nd verse... n ESPECIALLY the chorus ok...人类的心 是个无底洞(people's hearts are a bottomless hole)-->especially dis part. yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck, i m so disgusted wif myself!!!!!! anyway, my frens didn't help. dey didn't even remind me ONE SINGLE time today!!!! gr......