haiz...

i really have no idea y i'm feeling so depressed nowadays... n today i strained my neck.. very pain when i stretch it to the right.. anyway, like i was saying, i'm feeling depressed, but not as bad as yesterday.. maybe i'm finally getting over him... YAY!!! but i noe dat when i see him on monday i will like him again... provided i dun go to sch on monday, but i noe dat dat's not possible... or provided HE doesn't go to sch on monday... but i noe dat's oso not possible, bcos like i said, he's a really good guy... he wun skip sch for no reason, not like me... i'm not fit for him... he's capable of getting any girl (well, almost any), so y would he like me? in his class alone dere r already many other girls much much MUCH better den me... hAiZ... like i said, i'm very depressed... shall stop here before i start crying in self-pity.... :'(